Perks of being a Bad Girl

Let me JUST do my good !

"Not every bad girl has a bad heart , you see."

"I've again left somewhat like twenty  pages. "

"So basically my 'goodbyes' meant , leave some pages and start writing after months. "

" I can't contend , obviously , for this. "

Hey diary,

I've started writing after six months.

Today was the first day of my High School.

I expected it to be bad and clumsy but shockingly , it was a good day.

There are some new  girls , they seemed  amicable .

I spent my entire day talking to them.

Teachers are good too.

I hope , this year goes well , with no disputes , with no harms and obviously without dating any jerk.

I think , those new girls are going to be my friend for the whole year .
No , I'm not sure but I hope.
I have a feeling that they are not like others .

We talked a lot , about novels , literature , one direction and obviously, boyfriends.

Firstly , I didn't know whether I should tell them my story or not  but somehow , I chose to tell them.

They seemed ferment to know it.

They told me it was interesting.

( Well , yes it is full of dramas . Lol)

They told me things about them.
About their ex school , their old friends ,their family and a lot of other  thing.

I liked talking to them .

We were so much involved in gossiping that we didn't even hear when the home time bell rang.

" But we've just started talking , ugh ! ", one of them shrugged .

And the rest of us laughed.

I hope everything goes well .
At least for this year.

I want to be happy.

Although , I'm not me anymore , I'm some other kind of me or maybe I'm me but not like what I used to be.

( This is height of perplexity !)

After a long time , I'm genuinely happy.

I hope to face no more hurtle.

My past doesn't bother me now.
I've moved on.

( GOOD TO READ ! )

I sleep with peace.
I wake up every morning with serenity .

I'm very much changed now.

For all the musings I have now , thanks past.

I gotta sleep now.
Goodnight.

The next day...

( Everything's changed except the habit of not writing dates. Lmao)

Today was a good day again.

We did everything same as we did yesterday , except we were thrown out of the class , for not listening to the teacher while she was explaining some shitty chemical reaction.

( I remember how weak my chemistry was ! )

We were standing outside the class.

For the first time , the punishment felt gladsome .