Random Outburst of my Heart and Mind

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-Who knew that two letters if put together could mean so much. Who knew that two letters if put together could be something someone dreams of, but can never have. Who knew that the same two letters, if put together can either make or break a heart? Who knew? -

"You had to."

 

You had to travel all those miles 

Just to say your stupid goodbyes

You had to tell me all those lies

Just to see my heart as it dies.

 

"But you didn't want to."

 

You didn't want this to happen,

You say it's a mistake, Everything was sudden.

You didn't want to lose me,

You ask me to stay, but you cannot love me.

 

"I can't."

 

I hate you but I can't say no.

I'm dying but my heart and mind says go.

I love you, but I can't let it show.

I need to, but I can't let you go.

 

"but I have to."

 

I have to try and forget,

All those memories full of regrets

I have to spend some time alone,

To love myself, to go back home.

 

"We need to."

 

We need to spend some time away

From each other, come what may.

Maybe time again will heal,

Separately our paths reveal.

 

"Maybe someday."

 

Maybe someday it will all make sense,

Why we had to go through this pretense.

Maybe someday we'll meet again.

Maybe someday, maybe someday.