Random Outburst of my Heart and Mind

Twinkle, Twinkle

I look at the stars tonight,

I saw them each, blinking so bright.

A hint of memory crosses my mind

I hope that this time, happiness is what I'll find.

I stare some more, and saw a flash

back in time, after a crash.

All is a blur, i cant remember anything,

hoping to find someone, or even something.

Everything's a mess,

I'm holding to a simple guess.

that my mind was somehow in a trauma,

from experiencing a heavy drama.

I closed my eyes, to see a better view

of what's left of me, and what's gone from you.

I saw many things that once was mine

but now is only a memory, that will be so hard to find.

Standing strong, I brush  away

all the premonitions, just come what may.

The hint of sadness, the hint of pain

To find each tomorrow, a rainbow after the rain.

I look at the stars tonight,

I saw them each, blinking so bright.

A hind of memory crosses my mind

I know that this time, happiness is what I will find.