ninjago x reader

Uh oh

Y-you promised

Jays pov

Stop jay your letting that get in your head again he is gone. Dead too. I keep walking only to bump into something snapping me out of my thought y/n is in front of me "s-sorry" I mutter "jay?" She says my name rolling off her tongue "jay..." I hum in response silently sweatdropping as I notice she has a sad look in her eyes I stop looking down and instantly look at her she never showed emotions in her eyes unless she truly ment something "i-" she stutters then takes a deep breath and says "w-when were you going to tell me...." I look at her confused until she points behind her at a wall I look past her and see a mural Zane made a long time ago its faded now but you can still see mine Kai zanes coles and Lloyds faces smiling as we fight the great devourer which was a rival gang we defeated along the bottom there are skeleton armies cowering in fear from Cole as he smashes rocks on top of them Kai is burning a circle to trap them while Zane makes ice appear to make them trip I look toward the center to see....me and Lloyd fighting the leaders me shooting lightning and zapping them While Lloyd is kicking the leader in the face. Oh.....thats why...I never told them I was leaving I look back at y/n and notice she's staring back at me on the brink of tears..but her eyes hold the most anger I have ever seen in one person even when we faced garmadon he seemed to have at least some remorse but in her eyes they hold pure fury. "i-" I open my mouth too speak or at least in some form apologize but I'm interrupted. "save it" y/n growls I take a step back as I hear an almost animalistic growl come from her throat "I don't need your apologies" I want to respond somehow SAY SOMETHING JAY SPEAK GODDAMMIT b-but I cant its like I'm frozen "j-just l-eave me alone" y/n says quietly as she turns around leaving me there dumbfounded "i-I w-" I stutter trying to fit words together in my brain anything anything I could say to stop her to just tell her. Comfort her. But I cant. She turns around partially with her hair casting a shadow on her eyes "I never want to see you again jay"