He's Married

Chapter 12

Jasmine Pov

I can hear everybody talking but i cant wake up. Why the fuck cant i wake up. Mommy come with me a voice said. I jump out the bed and ran down stairs. My 6 year old was waiting for me at the bottom of the stairs. Baby stay right there im coming. Mommy Mommy come i want to play outside. Ok baby I dont see you where are you ?

Mommy im outside on the swings hurry up. Jamari Come here now i said sreaming for him. Mommy i just want to swing and play on the play ground for the last time. Baby what do you mean for the last time. I ran over to hug him but right when i ran i heard gun shots. Jamari Baby Please wake up . I started crying they shot my baby . They shot my baby. Jamari , Jamari please wake up. Then the room turn black. I hear Jaylen telling me to wake up and praying but i cant wake up. Lord why cant i wake up. Just then i can see my mom she was at the grave site . I wonder who grave site shes at. Jasmine i love you . Why did you kill yourself? I know you miss Jamari but this wasnt the way out. Please come back baby my mom said crying. Mommy im right here i didnt die. She looked up and looked at me still crying but hugging me hard. Mom why do you think i died. Because you did. Your dead jasmine. Mom no im not im right here . Your looking at me just give me hug i miss you your the one that died mom i said crying. Baby your right im in heaven waiting for you to wake up. Jasmine baby wake up.

I woke up and saw Jaylen with his head down. I tried to talk but nothing came out. I tried to move but my body hurts. So i just made a sound.

Jaylen : Aye she up . Mya she up. Call the other doctors or something my baby is up. He said smiling.

The doctors came into the room and started to make sure i was good. Your lucky the doctor said. If it wasnt for your husband here you would of been gone. I looked at her and then at him. Is this what my mom was saying. Is this why she kept saying i was dead i thought to myself. I couldnt talk because tubs was in my mouth.

Jaylen : Baby im just glad your back and please dont try to kill yourself again.

The doctors gave me some water to drink because my mouth was dry as hell. Where is Jamari I asked looking around.

Jaylen : Who is Jamari ?

Me : Nothing Never mind.

I just laid in bed but didnt close my eyes because i been to sleep long enough. But i miss my son Jamari. He was my world. He was taken from me and he died in my hands. He was shot and he died on scene. Worst day of my life. And I had another chance to be pregnant and them hoes killed my baby thats why i really wanted to died.

Lauren Pov

I drove home to a empty House. My kids at my mom house. I had to buy a 5 bedroom house since i left Dre. I know what i did was messed up but he know he wasnt my man. Im not even ready for a relationship i just want to be a HOE . Help Everyone Out i said laughing to myself. I just feel bad for Jessica. I Should of told her but i didnt want to fuck them up like that. Cause thats my girl but Stephon is my cousin. But he really did size me. But Im going to go talk to Jessica. I texted her to come to my house and i sent her the address. Hopefully she there. I pulled up and see her Rangerover in the drive way . Thank god i can actually talk to her . I parked right next to her car and we both got out and walked to the door.

Me : Hey girl hows Justin i said as we sat down at the bar i had in the middle of kitchen.

Jessica : Girl still in a damn coma . He dont even look like he want to come back. I pray every night and every day and its so sad to see my brother like that.

I took out two wine glasses and she asked for her glass to be full. I know she going through it. I still havent talk to Stephon but i know he they dont sleep together he sleep in another room in that big ass house.

Jessica : I havent spoke to Stephon in about a week. He sleep in the Guest room down stairs while i sleep in our room but i do miss him. He would wake up go cook breakfast and leave because i wouldnt talk to him. He bought me gifts . He even bought me a freaking Tusla Truck but i dont even drive it. I left it in the Drive way. I just cant forgive him as of yet. I really want to cause me being pregnant i be in my moods and i just want to cuddle with him but i dont know.

Lauren : I'm sorry i didnt tell you but i really wanted him too.

Jessica : i mean the way you told me was fucked up. But its straight your not the one that made him cheat.

Lauren : I really think you should just sit down and talk maybe yall can work it out.

Jessica : Ill talk to him tonight if hes there. But whats up with you and Dre?

Lauren : girl we done. I dont even want to talk to him. Plus i really do like Christina . Like i never liked girls before but shit she better then Dre and Jaylen.

Jessica : Bitch you crazy . I couldnt do no girl. Unt unt i would get killed by Stephon for real.

Lauren : Yea i know but im not ready for no relationship. I just want to live life.

We continue talking until she went home . Im just happy our friend ship is back cause a week is way to long. As for Dre and Jaylen They dead to me.