I always hated myself. I didn't like how i looked, or how people looked at me or when he looked me. I just didn't like the feeling that everyone looked at me like i looked ugly even him. I just couldn't do it. so i locked myself in a place that on one couldn't open and i kept saying that i really don't care, but i really do care, i couldn't go outside without knowing that i looked good. And i never really got over it even today, i just couldn't do it.
I really never stopped hating myself even to this day, i just couldn't do it. To be honest everyone hates them self at some point but, to me I live for hating myself because my life is a hell zone. My life is..
