The pain inside of me is killing me I just want it to end. But if does end then what am I living for then, am I living for the people that I love or am I living to make people happy. What am I doing with my life. I'm just done trying to live for people that don't even care about me or something. I'm done trying to live for people that don't try for me. I can't even think without having the people that I love in my head saying is this right or wrong or you shouldn't be doing this right now. But I don't give a fuck if they care about what I do...