Kehlani
"Should we go?" my producer whispered
"No-" Ed started
"Yes, actually." I said crossing my arms
"You sure?" Micah asked
"I ain't gonna do nothin' to her. Y'all can step out."
I wasn't lying. I didn't wanna put my hands on her, unless I needed to of course.
Ed shrugged and walked out, followed by my producer. Noodz just stood at the door and stared at me, "You sure y'all good?"
I nodded, not breaking contact with those hazel eyes before me. Seconds later Micah stepped out into the hall.
"You gonna talk or not?" I asked
She sat down, "Do ya know how drunk I was that night?"
"See, nah, don't blame your actions on drinking. You knew what-"
"Nah, imma speak, you listen this time, okay? Alright. Now, do y'know how much I drank that night?"
She had fire in her, and I almost liked hearing her snap back at me like that.
I rolled my eyes, "Irrelevant."
"I drank a shit ton that night, Kehlani. Because of you."
"Do not sit here and make me look like the bad guy, thats just gonna piss me off. And i'm already hella pissed that you're interrupting my pure studio time."
"Fucking listen to me, Kehlani." she said in a tone of frustration
I didn't understand why she kept saying shit that required a response, yet reminded me to let her talk. I stayed quiet anyway.
"When you finally responded that night, and told me you were in the studio 'til late, but me and you both knew that was a lie, that did something to me. Then I saw you at the party, and I felt so much more pain than I was already feeling. I just had to share that pain with you. Thats why I kissed her in front of you and said what I said. Yea, I was drunk, but I knew that before I left that party I was gonna fuck at least somebody, to stop thinking about you."
"I just don't get why this whole situation is being treated like we're together when we aren't. I had my right to not tell you what I actually had going on, and you had your right to fuck somebody else. Simple."
"See, but if that was true then why'd you get so mad about Solána in the first place?"
"Once again, irrelevant. Why'd you get mad about me lying?"
"Because, I genuinely wanted to be with you, but you lying made it seem like that feeling was one sided."
"Because it was one sided! You cannot...feel any feelings for me. Ever. I told you that, Robyn!" I shouted
"Why not? Because you scared?" she pushed
I looked away, "No. Because I told you already that I ain't with that catching feelings shit."
