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It will all be okay (3)

Italicized bold = your thoughts

WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDE!

If you see a "♡" the mentions of self harm and suicide will begin, once you see "♡♡" mentions of self harm and suicide will be over with.

If you or a loved one is struggling with these thoughts, remember that you are not alone.

National suicide hotline : 1-800-273-8255

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March, 24, 20XX - Sunday

Your pov

It's been a few hours since i've seen Millie, and a few hours since my heart got broken.
I sadly haven't done much these past few hours besides lay in my bed.

There's nothing I could do at the moment to ease the pain so I ended up having to cope with my feelings, which was rare.

I couldn't help but sigh, I wish I told Millie before today that I was also a lesbian, maybe then we could've been together.

I tossed and turned in bed having flashbacks to before the time i even met Millie.

♡ Before I met Millie, I would self harm constantly, it was my escape, my own coping mechanism.

But now my body was just scarred up and not sliced up.

I was also your average girl, I was normal but there were a few things about me that stood out.

And I learned to accept myself
Because Sooner or later I learned that it was okay to be different, that it was okay to be me.

But being a teenager did come with its hardships.

I was one of those teens who struggled with suicidal thoughts.

It was horrible and I didn't want to have these thoughts, but there was nothing I could do to get rid of them.

I got off my bed and stared at myself in the mirror.

"What would've happened if I actually took my own life away?"

I shook the thoughts away, I couldn't afford to have these thoughts. ♡♡

I couldn't help but think about everything people have told me about love.

"love takes time and that love will come when you least expect it."

But is that even true?
Was it ever true?

I know it was cheesy, but I couldn't help but feel like there was a chance, a chance that i would end up with her.

Again, I shook my head and tried to push the thought away.

"Agh! I know I should be happy for her, but I'm in love with her! I can't just let it go!"

I walked away form the mirror and layed back down onto my bed

"Tomorrow is another day.".

My eyes closed and I drifted to a deep Slumber for the night.

Damn, I suck at updating. I probably won't update a lot. I'll most likey update once a month. Motivation is hard especially with depression. If you hate that than I'm sorry but my health comes before a story.

But happy 2019 everyone! I hope this year your year will be filled with nothing but love and happiness! ♡