Fragile As Paper (Golden x Fem Fanfiction)

Chapter 9: Conversations and Home

((I'm so immature.))

((Also sorry this took a while)) 

 School isn't really much different from the other days, minus introduction. I blended into the background, and life seemed to move on without me.

  But I suppose that wasn't going to stay the same the moment lunch time arrived, where Springy decided to invite me to her group to hang out. 

  Springy and I grew to the kind of friends level in these past days, having three classes together and bonding during then.  We chatted during class through my talkpad, and she was a great help in telling me what we're doing. We ended up having a lot in common along the days as well. We both liked to draw, have struggles in life, and sort of became supports to eachother.  I really like her, and I kind of hope we could become besties. But of course nothing is all fairy tales and rainbows.

  Anyways back to my sad life and away from the monolouge, I was invited to lunch by Springy. And I have to socially interact with people. Ah, a recipe for disaster.

  I walked with Springy to the group out onto the field and sat down with them. Frisk and Anon were already there so I suppose I kept them waiting.

  I watched them continue on as I was not there, only a few times they seem to have looked at me, but nothing more. I honestly felt outcasted, but I never interacted with a group of people, so this is possibly my first experience. I could easily try to listen into the conversation, no pun intended, just by reading their lips, but I saw no interest and blocked them out of my mind. Crude, I try.

  I looked to my left and saw Springy next to me, writing in my talkpad. She handed it over to me and I realized she was starting a conversation. I smiled under my mask and gladly talked with her as openly as possible. 

  We had an odd and funny conversation, and sometimes with would cause the others to look at us in confusion, but I think Springy shrugged them off. 

  Lunch was pretty pleasing, though I don't think I got any experience in group engagement, my therapist wouldn't be happy with that. But talking with Springy was fun.

  Besides lunch every other class was boring, but hey my last class is music class.  At this point in life music class is the only other class I look forward to. Not only do I get to practice on my music and pick it apart piece by piece, but being a deaf person can give you an advantage to seeing some faces of surprise, and the best ones are the funny ones. Trust me. I might tell a story of it once, but for now, those stay in my non-narrating head.

  Fem's also in this class, which is possibly like a side bonus to me. I like Fem, I like her a lot. Don't question why, but I feel soooomethinggg. 

  Back to the world and out of my head, I walked into class and sat down where I sat last time. which was... somewhere. I notice Fem walk in but instead of sitting in the back with those friends of hers she sat next to me. I waved at her as I handed her my talkpad.

           "Why did you leave?"

  I read her cursive handwriting and responded back,

          "I had to get home. Sorry no tell, you were prettyly sleeping" 

  I swear I can flirt, yup totally good.

  I saw the brunette roll her eyes, followed by her smacking me in the back of the head lightly. I felt myself giggle

          "Did anyone see you?" she asked me on the paper, which I simply shook my head to tell her that I have not. I don't think people go outside in the middle of the night on a daily basis. Those who are awake by then usually hate the outside. I should know, I'm one of them.