crying
crying Again
because of me
because of You
the words you said to me
were so Pretty
I didn't realize
they weren't True
and now I stare
at my screen
waiting for anything
that reminds you
that I Exist
that I'm here for You
and I lose Myself
in the thoughts
of your name
that I forget to Remind
yours truly
that I am Human
Breathing
Loving
maybe in the Wrong places
or the Right ones
but I can never know
because the thoughts of You
drown out all self worth
and reassurance
that I had Before.
the best things can seem so sweet
and Lustful
but I can no longer
forget that I am
hurting Too.
