Tough Love

Chapter 18

Harry: The breakup absolute devastated me. I was feeling like come and utter shit, and it wasn’t making it any better that a lot of people where asking about it. When we did an interview the next day she was brought up and I just smiled and shrugged it off, but inside I wanted to tear the interviews head off for asking. It’s not like they knew or anything that it all happened between me and Lauren that night. Honestly I over reacted, because of my aunt. My Aunt Bev died when I was 14, she had the same kind of cancer that Lauren does. Watching my aunt like that made me strange, I got really dark and I didn’t talk to anyone. I guess those feelings came up around again near Laur, me being unhappy and not wanting to deal with it all. I didn’t want to officially announce it because I didn’t really knew if you even considered it a break up or just a fight? It’s been about a week since then, and we are now in LA, which is making things harder than ever considering the fact that Danielle and Eleanor are here. Louis and Liam tried to keep their ‘perfect’ relationship out of sight from me but I can see how happy they are and I hate it. I tried texting her, and calling, to see if she would come meet me for coffee to talk about it, I even asked her to come to the airport to maybe make up and magically come to LA with me and the boys. I don’t know why I thought that would work, but honestly I was desperate. I wanted –needed-  to get her back, but I just didn’t know how to do it yet.

Lauren: I admit, I missed him, how could you not? The time I spent with him was great, but I denied him. I ignored every single text message and phone call that he sent me and I regret it now. My chance is up now it feels like, to get him back. Texting him or phoning him at this point would be pointless now. I feel as if all hope is gone with me and Harry, but, Rose differs. She says im completely insane, and that he would still try to get me back again. “Laur you are perfect, and he’s stupid if he stops trying now!” Rose told me the same line over and over again and I wondered if she gave up hope on her bestfriend dating the famous ‘harry styles’ but doesn’t want to give my hopes up, even though there already down the toilet. He hasn’t tried to contact me in about a week and I could feel in my gut that it was over. Honestly though, I knew what I had to do, and I was going to do it soon. Get Harry back.