Jane's POV: I'm still running. I don't know where but I know why. This morning when I woke up in Hayes' arms I had a flashback of when my parents gave me away.
Flashback:
I just woke up in my dads arms. I don't know where I am at first then I realize were in the car. "Good your awake. Now get out and go in that building right there."
My mom says pointing to a scary looking building with bars around it. "Why?" I ask. "God damnit Jane can you just listen for once?" My dad yells.
So I get out. I walk in the building and this woman says. "You must be Jane. I'm Alice. Now love do you no where you are?" I shake my head no. "Oh. Alright. Well this is something called foster care. Do you know what that is?" She asks and I shake my head no. "It's where all the kids without parents, or with bad parents come. It's your new home. At those words I think I actually felt time stop. I thought my parents loved me.FLASHBACK OVER
I walk to a near by bus station. And when I got there the bus was pulling up so I hopped on. I know exactly where I'm going. I'm going home. When I got off the bus I started walking to 'my' house. Then Mahogany called.
"She answered!" I heard a few of the boys say." It's best if I stay away. Please don't look for me." "I'm coming. Say whatever you want but I promise I will find you." Mahogany said crying. "I love you Mahogany...goodbye." "I love you too Jane." And with that I pressed end.Ikept walking until I was face to face with the pale blue house with white trim. The house where it all began. 'Here goes nothing' I think to myself as I walk up the steps. I ring the doorbell and wait. About a minute later she comes out. Her golden blonde hair and dark brown eyes. Her slim figure covered with a dark green dress...
My mother.
She's holding a baby that looks about 1. "Hello. How can I help-" "I'm your daughter. I'm Jane." Her expression changed from happy, to suprised, to sad. And when she said my name my dad came out. "Look I just need to know why you gave me up." I looked into the eyes of the woman I'd grown to hate. "Because, you weren't ours to keep. We aren't your parents.." I think for the first time in my whole life I feel truly empty.
"Do you know who my mom is and where she lives?" I say balling. "You don't want to know her." She said . "WAIT!" I screamed as they were about to shut the door. "Please. Please tell me" I beg. My 'mom' writes something on a paper and gives it to me. I only had one more question now.
"Did she know you gave me up?" I didn't try to hide the tears burning to be let free. She stared at me with pity and disgust. "Honey she knew we gave you up. She knew where you were. And she knew you were hers.'' What she neglected to say is that she just didn't want me. I thanked her and ran to the bus stop. There was another bus there so I took it to a hotel. When I got there I went in and got a room.
"Aren't you a little young? Where are your parents?" The boy who looked about 16 working there said. "Look I just found out that my parents aren't really my parents and that my real parents didn't want me. So please. I need a place to stay."
He frowns and leads me to my hotel room. I walked in and went to sleep. No shower. No calling Mahogany. Just straight to sleep.*Next morning*
I woke up and left. I ran out of the hotel--with my stuff of course and got on the bus. When we got to my real moms neighbor hood I got off the bus and started walking. This could really change my life. I'm kinda hesitant.
When I got to her house I stopped at the bottom of the stepsand I called Mahogany. "Mahogany? I found out yesterday that my parents weren't really my parents. I'm outside my real moms house right now and I don't know what to do..."
Mahogany's end of the phone goes silent for a moment.
"Honey you wanted answers. Now go get them. Call me and tell me how it went when your done. Then come home please. The boys have been here since you left. And they're not leaving until you come home. I mean even Shawn's here. All of the MAGCon boys are because we missed tour to make sure you were ok. And Bart's at a hotel near here.
All the boys are listening right now and we all think you should do this if it'll give you closure. Just please come back after." She said and I heard a bunch of 'yeahs' and 'deffinitelys'. God This Is Hard. "OK just be quiet, I want you guys to stay on the phone in case it goes wrong." They all agree and I knock. A women who looks exactly like me--or I guess I look like her answers.
"Hi. Can I help you?" She asks. "Uh Yeah! You can. I'm acctually you-you w-well I-I'm your daughter." I manage to choke out and she freezes. "Why?" I ask. "Why what?" She says looking like she's seen a ghost.
"Why did you just let me rot in fostercare for 6 years? Why didn't you come for me? Why?" I was now screaming. "How long did you know? Huh? How long have you know I existed and I was out there alone and scared?" I screamed once again. "Want to come inside and we can-""No!" I want you to tell me right here and right now!"
"Ok. I found out the day they sent you to foster care. They called me after they had given you away. And I left you there because I didn't want you. You mean nothing to me, you might share my blood but you aren't my daughter. And that 'girl' that died? She was my daughter. You're nothing but a waste of space, you should have been the one to die! Not her! I loved her. But you? I'd never love you. She screamed as a car pulled up.
It was Mahogany and the boys. All of the neighbors where out and some where on the verge of crying because of the scene unraveling around them and some had their hands over their mouths in shock. Then Mahogany hopped out. "First of all you psychotic bitch, you can't speak to her like that! I love her, and these boys love her, and you? You're the waste of space! I hope you rot in hell!" Mahogany was screaming, and then she spit at her. I noticed Shawn making his way over to me. "I'm so sorry." was all he said before he kissed me. It felt...kind of wrong... When I pulled away I looked over to the boys. Most of them were smiling...or smirking. But Hayes. Hayes looked dissapointed. I mean he tried to hide it, he just didn't do a good job of it. Oh no. I heard it before I could see it. The sirens and then the red and blue light, and then the cars themselves. The cops were here and it wasn't about to be pretty...
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