My brother's best friend

Chapter Four - Feelings

I wake up because someone is moving next to me. I open my eyes and I my heart skips a beat. Why is Shawn in my bed? As I let my gaze slide through the room the memories of yesterday are hitting me. Thank god Shawn and I didn't get drunk and had some dirty sex afterwards. We were just laying next to each other and honestly, I never slept better in my entire life. 

My gaze is sliding over Shawn's body. He look so peaceful. The way his chest is moving up and down. He is a pure angel. I want to touch his hair so bad. And I want to kiss those soft lips. I was about to let my fingers run though his hair when suddenly someone knocked on my door.

"What the hell Y/N! Why is your door locked?" Toby screams. He is trying to open my door and he sound pretty mad. Oh no! What should I do now. I need to get Shawn out of here. "Y/N. Open this door. Now." he screams. Suddenly Shawn drives up and looks at me shocked. "Is this Toby?" he asks scared. I nod. "You need to hide." I whisper. Shawn nods and jumps out of my bed. He takes his shoes and hides behind my wardrobe. I take on a jacket and open the door.

"God damn Toby. It is eight o'clock in the morning. Slow down." I say still tired. "Why did you lock you door?" Toby asks mad. Dude, what kind of louse ran over his liver? "I was so tired yesterday and I didn't know if you would take a girl with you so I locked it so there won't happen the thing that happened last time." I lie and look at him annoyed. Suddenly Toby looks like he regrets that he overreacted like that. "Yeah sure. Okay. I am sorry." he apologizes. "Taylor and I are going to pick up his car. I will be here again in about two hours. Take care and call if you need anything." he says and kisses me on my cheek.

"Oh my god. That was close." Shawn says quietly coming out of his seek. "Yeah." I respond. This is kinda awkward. I don't know what to do or to say. I don't even know what all of this means. "So do you want to grab some coffee and a breakfast somewhere?" Shawn asks and I can feel that he feel a little uncomfortable too. "Yeah. I would love to." I answer smiling. "Okay so I will drive to my place now and take a shower and change my clothes and I will pick you up in half an hour." Shawn says smiling proudly. "Okay. I'll be here." I respond.

I am standing in front of my huge mirror. My outfit is pretty simple like always. Jeans. A hoodie and sneakers. But my hairs are a total mess. I think girly girls call this a bad hair day but I honestly don't have a clue. I grew up under boys and never had a best girlfriend so I don't know anything about stuff like this. I take my MacBook and open YouTube. There I find a so called 'Hair Tutorial' for a messy bun. This hairstyle actually looks cool.

It took me fifteen minutes to do this hairstyle. But I really think it looks good. I looks so different. I finally look like a girl. Wow. Shawn will be here any minute and I am getting nervous. I have to think about last night the entire time. It felt so good to feel his arms around me and his warm body on mine. It was like a dream. I hope Shawn didn't feel uncomfortable. The more I think about Shawn the more nervous I get. I never had such feelings for a boy. This is so crazy.

"Hey you." Shawn says getting out of his car. "Hello." I respond. He is wearing his black skinny jeans. A white shirt and a blue jeans jacked. God, he is so handsome. His hair is still a little wet but looks as soft as always. His smile is breathtaking and his teeth seem whiter than ever. "Are you ready to take off?" he asks smiling. "Oh hell yes I am." I say laughing. Shawn nods and opens the car door for me. Shawn has a huge black Jeeps. I know a lot about cars because the boys are talking about this topic non-stop. I always wanted a Jeep or an Audi but first I need a graduation, a job and some money. 

"I actually changed the plan. I have a little surprise for you but first we need to go to Starbucks." he says and smiles excited. "Okay. Just don't kidnapp me Mendes." I say and Shawn chuckles. He drives off and I look out of the window. I love summer. The hot sun gives me so much energy. It makes me feel alive and so more me. I feel like the world is mine and I could do anything I want. "You can connect your phone with my car over bluetooth if you want to turn on some of your music." Shawn offers me. "I would actually love to hear some of you favorite music. So do you have a playlist set?" I ask. Shawn nods and one second later the beautiful voice of John Mayer fills the car. I smile. "Country boy huh? I love country music. It gives me such a happy vibe." I say and close my eyes.

Shawn parks his Jeep in front of Starbucks and we get out. Shawn opens the door for me and I walk in. "What do you want?" Shawn asks as we stand behind the queue. "An iced coffee please." I answer smiling. Shawn is such a gentleman. I never met someone like him. So caring and courteous. He is the perfect boy. In every way.

"An iced coffee and a cappuccino please." Shawn offers. The young lady behind the counter with the blonde hair and the red lips checks him out from the bottom to the top. She is very pretty. She looks like one of those Instagram models. She and Shawn would make the cutest couple ever. "Okay. Comes right away Sir." she says and winks. She plays with her hair and I start to feel uncomfortable. I wish I would be this pretty. But I look like the closet of my grandmother. "I will wait for you over there." I say and point on a small chair in a corner. Shawn nods. I give him a few dollars to pay my coffee and leave him alone with the girl.

I know it shouldn't bother me with whom he is talking or in which way but it kinda hurts seeing other girls flirting with him. I watch him with a hurt face. The girl is puts her hand on Shawn's and laughs over something he just said. Okay. That hurts a lot. But surprisingly Shawn takes his hand away and looks over to me as he would check if I saw it. The girl looks at him as surprised as I do. Then she takes a pen and writes something on a piece of paper. I guess her number. Shawn is about to leave as she takes his hand and puts the paper in his. Shawn takes a look at it and swallows. He says something to her that I don't understand and gives her the piece of paper back. The girl looks like she would start to cry any second. Shawn looks at her apologetically and walks away.

As we get back into the car the atmosphere changed. "Oh before I forget. Here is your money. I wanted to invite you for breakfast." he says smiling and gives me my money. "Thank you Shawn. That wouldn't have been necessary. Shawn nods and drives off.