A Bi-Person

It was a dark place that I'm walking through. No end point to where I'm walking, nor there is a starting face to begin from. That's how I was born and that's how I'm going to sleep in the end.

The sound of the squeaking of the pair of shoes next to me makes me look at my left; A shiny and bright colored girl, creamy hair and fluffy skirts. Yet, the small sounds of tear drops hitting my ears makes me turn my head a full round towards my right side; A dark and dull girl, dark bloody tears cooling down from her black eyes while her moves were unmotivated and mortal.

"Um.... Sorry, but.... Do you know where does this place end?" I hesitantly asked, but the force of their scary and glaring wide-eyed face gave my fright away. These two people aren't normal at all.

"There is no end to this maze. We'll be walking through this forever...." The dark-looking girl stated slumping down on the floor and crying her eyes out.

"Or, you can do like me, and find a way out of this mess. We can take her for an example" The colorful girl squealed in excitement as she took the crying girl in her arms and threw her far away. I watched the scene with fright as the thrown girl fell on the ground with a loud thud and the cracking of bones.

"Thank you, I needed that." Easily getting back to us, the dark girl popped her shoulder back to place, as if all the cuts and blood pooling down wasn't important at all.

"How did I leave my real life anyway?" I asked the both of girls, as if they know what happened to me and what led me here. They both sighed.

"Let's just say you're a miracle, no one is like you and you're better than everyone else. People are jealous of your abilities of perfection and everyone loves you. You're the best at anything and everything." The colorful girls started cheerfully as she skipped ahead.

"You weren't the greatest thing alive. You were useless, worthless and no one deserves you. In fact, people hang around you whenever they need you only. You're utterly worthless." The dark girl replied as she left a trail of tears after her path.

"What is that supposed to mean?" I stood in my place, trying to remember one clue of my old memories that I left behind just to get to this unknown world. The two opposite girls stopped in their tracks and turned towards me abruptly. They slowly made their way towards me as their face held blurriness and emptiness.

"You were born from a rich family. You have a father and a mother who are by your side most of the times and you have a younger brother. You've met and made a lot of friends through the period you existed in. You are an intelligent intellectual, even a lot of people come to you just for any kind of advice or for you to keep their secrets. They love you and cherish you. And sometimes, they make you feel like a God; you're higher in rank than the rest of them, and they would be nothing without you. You had the personality of the perfect girl; nice polite, friendly, kind, generous and naïve. People never hated you for being that person." The colorful girl stated while jumping around me in happiness, describing my life as if it is a heaven on earth or a miracle sent by God. I gave a look of happiness and wonder towards the cheerful girl, but the girl returned it with a maniac smile and a loud but obnoxious laugh.

"You were born in a society where the three types of modern families turn into two types; the poor and the rich. You have a father that respects you but sometimes don't understand, and a mother that you hide secrets from just to keep yourself safe. Your relationship with your brother is ruined for almost forever. you met your friends by either small talk and clinginess or by helping them through something; And they never pay your devotion back, keeping on asking everything from you and draining you out. you're aren't that scientifically intelligent, and that makes a lot of people happy that they surpassed you and made you feel useless in life, and you're intellectually far more genius than others, to the point you can hear people's bad talk about you behind your back and to the point you plan so many revenge plans for them. You went as far as to waste your life on taking a smile off someone's face. No one really cherishes you nor loves you; It's a bunch of filthy lies. You might feel like a God, because it is the truth; Humans only remember God exists when they're scared or need God for something. You might have the personality and the qualities of the perfect girl, but truly; you can never be that perfect girl everyone wants you to be. You might be generous, but a lot of people are more generous than you, you might be friendly, but it won't take long, you might be naïve, but Karma might be the devil that protects you every day. People never hated you as much as you hated yourself." The dark girl opposed to what the colorful one said. The tears falling from her dark eyes leaving burned prints. Hell exists, and it walks on her two feet just to warn me of the whole truth.

"You were utterly alone; whatever you did, whatever you faked you were always alone. And the more you realised that, the more your death is slowly approaching." The two girls deathly chanted, as if it was a ritual that they did every time something like this happens. "We were never the reason you hated people, we were never the reason you had to fake your way to live an almost normal life, we were never at fault when you died. We were created from the unfairness and the mean personality of the people around you, and we tried to give you the love that you always believed in and desired for." They explained with pained feelings and deathly stares.

"Then why am I here? And what have I done? And what have you both, or the people, done for me?!" By now, I was crying mess; I didn't know if I was a good person or bad one, a generous girl or a mean one. I don't even know if I ever existed in peace or I had to be dragged around by everyone or stepped on.

The two girls heaved in rhythmic sighs, bowing down to be on the same level as I am.

"Your time has came for you to join your old souls, and it's our time to follow another new path." They both stated, one with an overly excited face full of curiosity while the other with an overly sad and drained face. They took me by my hands, and walked me towards a place where small bits of light shone through.

"You had Bipolar disorder, which changed your whole life." They both stated as they as they pushed me through the hole; one is maniacally laughing while the other cried herself to depression.