Chapter 5-Filtered Chaos

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B A I L E Y

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B A I L E Y

30 minutes to go. After 30 minutes I can rest my butt in couch. How does workout feels like more harder than any death sentences?

That's right. I have started working out all day and night like I used to. One hour walking at the park in 6am and two hour running in treadmill in the gym at 6pm. This change of me is an olden change. And doing it again....felt unusually good.

I need to lose at least 20 pounds. There's like tiny sizes in actual dress shops and the most largest sizes aren't even my size now. So, after 20 pounds, I think I could fit comfortably in those larger sizes.

Prom is on the way and I need to focus on getting myself into a Perfect Position.

I don't know why but I get the sudden urge of thinning myself. Just like I was that old Bailey. Trying to fit in. Is it a bad idea to redeem myself over this again? Or a good idea that people would say that I am one of those skinny girls if I workout a little big more?

7:00 am. Time to get ready for hell aka school.

"Why are you sweating?" Olive said, ingeniously.
"I've just workout idiot. Why do you care?"
"Workout? Yeah right! Sis Bailey is working out? Not even those book publishers would believe that!" Olive said, air quoting.
"Yeah, I am working out. Believe it or not. Also, you need to workout too. It's not like you have s size clothes."
"At least I don't have huge arms like you."

"Girls! It's time for school! Stop fat shaming each other!" Mom said, pouring herself an orange juice.
"Seriously mom? That's coming out of your mouth?" I said, doubted.
"Yes. Sisters love each other. You guys should do this too."

I eye rolled while Olive went to bathroom angrily.

"Oh and Bailey, we will go to mrs.Poppy's dress shop after school, alright?"

Mrs.Poppy's dress shop. Aka a dress shop for bigger curvy bodies. Yeah, mom and I always go there and mrs.Poppy's workers tailor us dresses for every occasion. The bad thing about this? We are the most regular customers.

"Why?"
"What do you mean why? Don't you remember that my best friend Tina's birthday this weekend? We are invited specifically and everyone has their formal clothing except you."
"Mom, I got kinda good options of formal clothes. I'm okay."
"Oh? Then just try em on right now." Mom said, sarcastically.
"Now? I need to get ready for school."
"School will start after two hours. I think you got plenty of times to try on some outfits."
"But....sigh....fine."

Without hearing a reply, I went to my bedroom and shut the door forcibly.

My Bedroom:

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