Only Him (Book 1)

I knew you'd say that

Home is where the heart is. But I guess home is where my body is at this moment. It's funny how I can't get Nathan out of my mind. I wonder if ever he thinks about me though. Maybe he does, maybe  he doesn't. Argh whatever. I think it's best if I rest since I've been on the road for hours. No, let me text him.

I take my phone out of my pocket and hit straight to WhatsApp.

Hey Nathan!...I've been thinking about you since I hit the road. I miss you already....

Just as I was about to hit the send button my consciousness opposed me. Oh God. What do I do. I don't wanna appear as some sort of desperate hoe that wants to get laid.  I then cleared the text and went to my room.

I put my phone under my pillow and lay down. I couldn't help it but kept on checking for Nathan's texts. Being a girl though. Before I knew it I was in my beautiful dream land.

"Mitch can you open the door?"
"Who's it?"
"Yow it's Nathan."
I jumped out of my bed and ran to the door and opened. "How did you find my crib?"
He raised his right brow. I must admit, that was sexy.
"Do you really have to ask Sweedy?" He bit his lower lip and I stared at him with that you-charmed-me look. His lips were pink as though he put on a gloss. They're  so enticing.

"Uh...nah. I'm just...I am..."
"Shushhh." He put his index finger on my lips as he noticed that I was speechless. He pushed me into my room and he closed the door behind. He grabbed me by my waist, closer to his chest and he turned my head towards him. He intended to kiss me but instead he whispered in my ear, "You were saying?" Just as I was about  to reply him he shut my mouth  with his lips. I could feel the heat in my body rise up from my feet to
my head. He gently pressed his tongue against mine  and I followed his routine. He grabbed my butt and pulled me closer to his 4 5. I could feel  his hard already. He took off my sweater since I like putting on sweaters without anything inside. I did the same with his. He pushed me onto the bed and pinned me down. He looked me in the eyes with his horny face  and he unbuttoned my jeans. Just as he was about to pull my jeans off, my phone rang and it was him calling. Oh God! I was dreaming.

WHY CANT DREAMS BECOME REALITY!!? I yelled. Almost forgetting that I have an incoming call. I picked up my phone.
"Hey you." He sounded like he just woke up.
"Hey Nathan, how are you?"
"Uhm...how am I? I'm good and how are you?"
"I'm great."
"I knew you'd say that. Who wouldn't talk to me and not be great hunny?"
He's so full of himself. "Come one. You're not some kind of God or whatnot."
"You know that you rosy as we speak so stop acting tough."
"Stop it bruh. How was your trip?"
Nathan!! Somebody calls him from the background. I'm coming.  He yelled back.
"I gotta go Mitchy. We'll talk later. I love you."
"I love..." He hung up without letting me finish my sentence. That was the saddest thing ever.

Fuck him. Does he even mean that?

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It's 18:35 already. My mom Is not back from work as of yet and I'm so hungry though I'm too lazy to even make myself  a sandwich.

"Sweedy! Mommy's here." My mom says as she enterters through the garage door. I didn't even hear the sound of her car. "My girl!" I scream and same time I run to her and hug her. I call her 'my girl'. She's indeed my girl though.

"What time did you get here? Are you okay? Have you eaten?" She says as she moves her hand all over my face as if she's checking my body temperature.

"I got here at 'round  about 12 ish." I look at her with a pout and poppy eyes. "I haven't had anything to eat ma." I'm actually acting this out. Funny how she never notices though. We then went to the kitchen and mom made me something to eat.