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Part 15

hello readers! thank you so much for your immense love towards this story. here it is part 15. i hope you will enjoy reading it.

Raman startled by this started stammering: ishita .......y...you ....are .....aw....awake......I .....me....i am going you please relax, with that he got up to leave the room. In an instant ishita hold her hand and with tears in her eyes she meekly whispered, "please raman stay with me." Without turning raman sat beside her on the same bed facing the wall. Silence prevailed in the room except ishita's sobs which were growing louder and louder as ishita is remembering the time she has spend with and without raman. Raman was also tearful listening ishita's cries but he had not turned towards her. Both of them knew that they had to face each other but none were initiating due to their own reasons. At last ishita got up from her bed, came infront of raman, kneel down infront of her, held his hand, kissed them for longer time and looked up towards his eyes. There they were full of pain, disappointment and tears, she move upwards and with all her love kissed his forehead then very loving kissed his eyes and then said with bowed head, " raman I am really sorry for hurting your ishita in all these time." Raman is looking at her as if trying to believe that it actually happened that finally after running everywhere his ishita had come to him while ishita is crying still looking down. Raman then gently lifts his face and made her to look into his eyes, this was it ishita threw herself on raman and started crying louder and louder and raman had embraced her very protectively yet lovingly in himself and with each passing second their hold on each other started getting tighter and tighter with louder and louder cries as both of them are pouring their pains to each other.

Now both of them are on bed in half laying position with ishita's head on raman chest and his arms around her waist. On finding his shirt getting wet raman broke the hug and cupped her face and said, " ishita please share your heart with me I promise I will sooth your every pain please trust me please let me in baby please." Looking deep into his eyes and hearing his assuring words ishita finally gathered all her courage and started,

" raman I had failed in every relation of my life. God had not made me mother but ruhi and adi had given me the feeling of motherhood. Trust me raman I had tried my best to give them good upbringing. I had loved them more than myself. I don't know what went wrong and how but I failed to be a good mother to them. Even I was so bad that only because of my upbringing all our family came on roads and you were about to die. I still could not belive this my raman my love was in danger only because of my wrong upbringing. I don't know how to rectify my mistakes raman. Believe me raman I had not just talked to them but begged to them for not doing this not one time but countless times but they never listened my ruhi and adi they stopped listening to me" she again bursted into tears remembering those soul breaking moments. Raman hugged her more tightly and encouraged her to speak.

After sometime she again spoke, " before I could do anything you got heart attack and your condition was so severe that there were very less chances of your survival. Thank god you had survived that day raman otherwise I could not imagine what could had happened. I did not get anytime to got stable because one after the other set backs had hit us and I was the only one to fight but I was so broken at that time. Unfortunately I had no time to heal myself as I had to do the damge control immediately so I had closed myself in a shell and kept me away from evry single emotion. I thought that is the only way I could protect you and rectify my mistake a little and I succeded in it to some extent also. At least I thought like that but then pihu came back from hostel and everything got changed. She made me realize that I am giving pain to all of you with my behavior and I did not get what should I do. I realized that I was complete failure not only as mother but as wife, daughter and sister also. I was so ashamed of myself that I found suicide as the only solution" uptill now ishita is crying so bitterly with loud cries and hiccups and raman is trying every possible way to console her like hugging her patting her back kissing her head time to time and consoling her through his words.

After a long time raman finally managed to console her then he said, " ishita I am very sorry for everything. Good brought of adi and ruhi was not only your responsibility but mine too. I was the weak one ishita. It was me due to whom you forced to fight alone because like always I failed to accept my failure and when I realized it was too late as you had already gone away from me. I have tried every possible way to come to you but couldnot managed to do so then I started lookin after you from a distance as much as I can. It was me ishita who could not protect my family not you because you had saved us from this disaster. You should not be sorry baby you are my superwoman, my strong ishita. I am sorry ishita I got late in erasing this distance between us but now I will be near you and I will be your strength. You are not alone, your raman is by your side." After giving ishita much needed solace they lay down in bed side by side to rest for sometime before starting a new day.

They both woke up due to raman's alarm and found themselves sleeping in each others arms. Although it was just two hours of sleep but they felt contented after a long time. They start their day by wishing the other good morning with a beautiful smile and a hug which stayed for longer than usual. After that they both got ready for the day as from now ishita will rejoin office.

At breakfast table ishita is smiling and talking to everybody. She is asking everyone in the family about their lifes and their problems. She witnessed rohit was too quiet and was not eating also. She called rohit by raising her arms towards him and said, " rohit come to me" rohit got up and went to her. Ishita pulled him in her lap and said very sweetly, " tell me baby why are you not eating and what is the reason of the sadness of my super boy." Rohit was scared, he looked towards sarika who signaled him to go ahead so he said with scared voice, " I am sorry I promised you that I will achieve 90 percent but I managed to get only 87%. Now you will send me to hostel and I don't want to go there." Ishita got tears in her eyes, she felt bad on finding rohit scared of her so she kissed his forehead lovingly and said, " my rohit will not go anywhere and who told you that these are bad grades. You did really well my boy and we will celebrate your success tonight in a house party. Now please smile and give me a good hug." Rohit hugged ishita tight with a big smile and there comes our jealous pihu who shout, " I will not talk to you all hugs are only for rohit." Ishita and rohit both laughed whole heartedly and open their arma for her and pihu ran into them smiling widely. This scene was witnessed by all the family members who got happy tears in their eyes and house staff who are so shocked to even react as they are seeing their big b this much loving and caring and smiling for the first time.

After breakfast ishita called shweta only to find her lookling towards her with shocked eyes and open mouth. Ishita gave her weired look and waved infront of her eyes and managed to bring her out of her trance. Ishita said, " shweta what are you looking at me? Anyways do one thing gather all the house staff in the T.V lounge today evening at sharp 5 p.m." then she looked at nihika and said, " mihiku my dear sister I am sure you knew what you have to do for that." Mihika replied, " ofcourse akka if not me then who will know. Don't worry your work will be done by 5 p.m." ishita to sarika and rohit, " sarika arrange a lavish house party for our rohit and rohit you can call your friends for the party." Rohit got very happy and excited and said, " really, are you serious? Oh my God! Thank you thank you so much." He kissed ishita on her cheeks and ran away for inviting his friends.

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