🌈Love without borders (Yoonmin)✅

Worried

Yoongi POV

It's been almost two weeks since Jimin avoids me as much as he can. I can't stand it anymore.
I can understand that he ignores me after he told how terrible he felt as I found Jihoon.
But I want him to be by my side. I want to do everything so he trusts me again and we can be friends like in the old times. I miss walking zu school with him, laughing at dumb jokes, play pranks on the teachers, or just sit down together in comfortable silence.
So I made the decision, that I'm gonna wait for him at the front door of the Park's house.
I walk down the street towards the big white house, that is Jiminie's home.
I stand at the gate for a while until I hear glass shatter inside.
I know that his parents fight all the time and I'm worried that he's hurt, so I look through the window beside the door.
And what I see makes my heart stop for a second: Jimin lays on the floor bleeding madly, glass shattered around him.
His parents don't even notice him laying there lifelessly. They are too busy screaming at each other.
Thank god the door ist unlocked, so I storm in and kneel down beside him.
"Jimin, Jimin can you hear me?" I scream.
No reaction.
Oh god, please don't die!!
I quickly call 911 as his parents realize what happened to their son.
But they just stand there looking at him without any worry.
I hug him tightly to my body, afraid that I won't ever be able to hold him again.
Tears stream down my face and onto his bloody hoodie.
And then I realize how small his figure is in my arms.
Did he skip meals again?
It's all my fault, I should have tried to reach out to him earlier.
I hold him crying until the ambulance arrives.
They have to do their best to pray me of of him.
Luckely I'm allowed to hold his hand the whole way to the hospital.
I can't look at Jimin's lifeless features as the doctor's remove the glass peaces and clean up the cuts.
I'm holding onto his tiny hand, like my life would depend on it.
They put him in a hospitelbed and assure me that he will be fine.
I sit at the side of the bed in a chair, studying Jimin's features.
His skin seems paler than normally and his lips aren't the light pink that they are normally.
I sigh.
If I would have just talked to him earlier, maybe he wouldn't be here now.
"Why am I so dumb?" I whisper to myself.
I know that I should call Hoseok since Jimin is his boyfriend, but I want him to be mine just for a little while.
My hand ist still engulfing his and I draw circles with my thumb against his skin impaciently.
"Why did you hunger yourself down again, your not allowed to do this. You always have to stay my little fluffy Jiminie." I talk to him as if he could hear me.
He opens his chocolate brown eyes a little.
"Hyung" his voice sounds rough.
"Yeah?" I ask.
"Why are you holding my hand?"
"Because I'm worried and I like how our hands fit together."
What the hell did I just answer!?!
His eyes go wide while he stares at our hands.
He grins softly.
"Mee too" He whispers making my heart thumb faster.
What?! Why?!
Why does he make me feel this way.
"Why didn't you eat properly?" I ask still confused about my heart.
His eyes lose all the sparkle that was there before, all happiness whiped away.
"I just... I'm weighing too much so... I eat less and do more sport" He says looking away from me.
"You don't have any reason to lose weight. Your beautiful the way you are." I answer looking deeply into his eyes.
"Thanks" He smiles and blushes a little.
He's so cute.
"Please swear that you ain't gonna do that again"
"I swear" He smiles, locking our pinkies.
My heart warms massivley at his cute smile.

I don't know what got into me that makes me suddenly...