Reputations | E.D

T W E N T Y - T W O

Ethan's P.O.V

I stand there as anger runs through my veins.

This is all my fucking fault

I think as I punch the lockers nearby.

I'm so stupid

I think punching the lockers again.

"Dude what the hell!" Drew exclaims as he runs over to me.

I back away from the lockers and try calming myself down as much as possible.

"What is wrong with you?" he questions holding on to my arm.

"I'm fine," I say pulling my hand away from his grasp and walking out.

I furiously walk out to my car and unlock it before stepping inside and putting the keys in the ignition.

I start the car and leave the parking lot as quickly as possible.

I could have had a chance with her, yet being me, of course, I screwed up.

She was the only one that gave me that rush of adrenaline every time we kissed or fucked, but I was so stupid not to recognize it.

Now she doesn't even want to associate with me.

Which is just bullshit and she know it too.

After a while, I  park outside my house and step outside into a cool breeze.

I walk up the steps and unlock the door before slamming shut.

I turn around and see a girl walking in my direction.

I furrow my eyebrows in confusion and she slightly pushes me away from the door and leaves.

"Someone's home," Grayson says as he walks down the stairs putting a shirt on.

"Whatever," I say as I push past him and go up to my room.

"Hey, what's up with you?" he asks as he walks into my room.

"I'm fine, now leave," I rudely say.

"Dude there's something up with you what is it?" he angrily states.

"Nothing?!" I say taking a step back from the door.

"Bullshit," he says.

"Ethan?" he calls out.

"What," I say clearly annoyed.

"What is it?" he asks again.

I roll my eyes in annoyance and try my best not to be impulsive.

"I told you its nothing," I say through gritted teeth.

"I'm your fucking brother and you won't tell me?!!"

"I FUCKING LOVE KAYLA OKAY," I say loud enough for it to echo through the empty house.

Grayson stands there with his eyes wide open as he tries to understand everything I just said.

"Or at least I think I do," I mumble.

"But you don't- she is your- wow," he says as he puts all the pieces together.

"Are you sure about this."

"Yeah, I am. I love her," I admit.

Saying it out loud made it feel real.

Which was weird, yet fulfilling in a way.

"So go after her," he says.

"I wouldn't have ever imagined you say that," I chuckle.

"Dude if she makes that stupid heart of yours work then go for it," he says.

"I can't. I fucked up now she doesn't want anything to do with me."

"Go find her and make her listen."

"I don't-"

"Go," he says pointing at the door.

"Grayson I can't-"

"Go," he says again.

This time I go.

I rush downstairs and head over to my car with such hurry I almost trip.

I get inside the car and drive as fast as I can to her house.

The dark night had accompanied me as I walked out of my car to her house.

I knew she would deny seeing me so I have to find another way.

Kayla's P.O.V

I sit in bed going over some notes I had written from class as I hear taps on my window.

I furrow my eyebrow and brush it off thinking its nothing.

Not long after the tapping increases.

What the hell?

Fed up with the tapping I angrily walked over to my window and pushed the curtain away to see who it was.

Ethan stood outside throwing pebbles at my window.

I open up the window and stick out my head out just a little bit.

"What do you want?" I scream in annoyance.

"We need to talk," he shouts back.

"There's nothing left to say Ethan."

"Just give me a chance."

"I'm not one of those types of people," I answer back.

"Please," he pleads.

"No," I answer back as I stick my head back inside my house and close the window.

He isn't going to be forgiven so easily

Ethan's P.O.V

She closed the window.

I sigh in response and head back inside my car.

I tried and I'll keep trying but I don't know how anymore.

This is all new to me that I seriously have no clue in what to say.

What can I do?

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A/n

Hello beautiful people, hopefully you are liking the last few chapters <3