Codename: Kitten: A Mafia Tale/ Book 1 (Completed)

Love/Hate

           I sat in the passenger seat the Boss behind the wheel, he smacked the steering wheel in anger " he fucking got away, dammit!" I was tense by his side. G-Dragon had vanished in the melee's middle we hadn't discovered he was missing until I counted the bodies there had only been five, maybe I was stupid but I was not worried about the situation I trusted my members, the only thing on my mind at the moment was the man sitting next to me this was the first time I had seen him in a week, he had lost more weight, dark circles ringed his eyes, he looked exhausted, I did not understand what had kept him away for so long he hadn't told me anything. 

           I suspected that he was seeing someone I had no claim on him so I kept my mouth shut but pain bubbled under the surface I thought for a moment he cared for me but my past was too much for him he had pushed me aside, the pain was real.

             We pulled into the garage I climbed out quickly heading to the house, an arm grabbed me pulling me into an embrace. I stiffened not returning the affection. I glanced around I saw no one around so why was he doing this? " I missed you so much" I pulled away from him and turned continuing to the house,  once inside I headed upstairs I didn't know where to go finally I turned and headed to our room.

             I needed move my things to my room I headed to the closet. I left the clothes on the hangers and just carried them across the hall I would leave the clothes I had worn as his pet in the closet I would not need the flashy expensive clothes, I turned my arms laden with shoes          " what are you doing" the Boss stood in front of me I stiffened at his presence " I'm moving back to my old room" he stiffened at my words " like hell you are" I Ignored him and continued to my destination, he blocked my way" Jimin, stop we don't have time to deal with this bullshit right now" I dropped the shoes to the floor the flames of anger licking through my veins " you know what's bullshit you avoiding me for a week but you know what I got the message loud and clear so I will move to my old room so you can bring your lover in, unless you want me to move out then that will take longer but I'll leave as soon as possible, if you couldn't deal with my past, why didn't you tell me, you gave me hope" I dropped to my knees deep sobs racking my body I stared at the floor, he dropped to his knees in front of me " Baby shhhshhh" he soothed me stroking my hair gently his large thumb brushed away my tears. I pushed him away I did not want him to touch me it would make it so much harder for me I jumped to my feet, I ran to the one person I knew would protect me.