I couldn't erase the smile on my face while looking at my friends teasing each other.
We're here in the park making our film for our subject Perdev and it's a good timing that we are given the freedom to select our group mates but I realized that it's really not a good idea to have them as a group because we did nothing but play.
"Steven my goodness give it back to me" Safari shouted at Steven
"Steven and Safa what are you both doing? You're big enough to play around" Yna said
"Blame him, he stole my notebook. i really have a deep secret in there"
"Give it back to Safa steve, She might cry" John added
They were like a cat and a dog. We've been friends for only a week yet it feels like their already very close to each other.
"What's with the back of your notebook Safa?" i asked
"Is there something important?"
"This is why i want to know the whole truth, because i heard that she had a crush from this group Hahahaha" Steven said while laughing.
"Really who? Read it louder so that everyone will know hahaha" i added
"Dear John" Steven started
"i like you" Steven continue
"Wait What? That’s not what it's written"
"Wooah you have feelings for him?" Everyone teased.
"Believe me i dont have a crush on John or anyone"
"Yes because it's not John whom she meant" Steven Added
"Then who?"
"It's steven" Steven said seriously while and looks towards Safa
"Is there something between you guys" we ask in chorus
And they look at us with hesitation
"For real? I mean how?" I asked in anger
"Why not? Are we forbidden to be together?" Steve questioned. He doesn't get it. It's not that I forbid them; it's just that we are friends. We aren't supposed to have a relationship with one of our classmates.
"Steve, what I mean is... You are not forbidden to be together. It's just that..."
"Then why are you mad?! Something's fishy. Do you have feelings for Steve?" Safari asked.
"What? Of course not. Didn't we have an agreement? To not enter into relationships even if they're our classmates?! Can't you stop you're hormones--" I wasn't able to finish what I was about to say when a hand hit my face. Wow, Safa. Wow.
"You have no right to talk me that way Monica! If you like Steve, then tell me! Don't be like this!"
"How many times do I have to tell you that I have no feelings for him! I just wanted to remind you about our agreement. Did you forget all about it already?"
What are the others doing? Will they just keep on staring at us?
"Monica, what is your problem? Why are you like this?" Yna asked.
"Why does it seem like it's my fault? Why do I feel like you're all ganging up on me?"
"You won't act this way if you don't have feelings for Steve!" John exclaimed.
"I don't fucking like him, okay?!" Why do they keep insisting? Can't I be mad because I care for my best friend?
"Give us a break, Monica! You're over reacting!"
"Safa, is that you?! You've changed!" She wasn't like this before. We never fought over a guy. Or was she doing this on purpose? Is this a way for her to get rid of me? Does she want me out of her life already?
Our misunderstanding a while ago seems to be dying down already. The atmosphere's fine now. But with the way she's acting right now, something has definitely changed. This squad felt like different people. It's like they weren't the ones that I met two weeks ago.
After all the activities have finished, including the dance competition, it feels like their starting to avoid me.
"So guys, two days from now is the acquiantance party and I just want you to know that each of us must contribute for our dinner. Does 100 sound fine?" Our president, Eugene asked.
We all answered in chorus and said that we were all fine with it.
Acquaintance party is fast approaching already, I didn't even notice it. I looked over my best friend who was sitting beside Steve. She's really avoiding me now. It's as if I don't even exist anymore.
I guess I'll be the only one to look for my clothes now. I should really get used to this right now. It may be hard since I'm not really used without having her around.
Hayst. I'll be fine. Maybe, I'm just jealous?
To be honest, I'm just really scared of losing her.
I've noticed that she doesn't really have time for me already, all her attention is with Steve now.
I'm scared of losing my best friend but I guess I lost her already.
Does she have a problem with me?
As far as I can remember, we were fine last week?
Does she not like me already?
I miss my best friend. I miss the old you.
