Deal with It.

(Not Important - You can skip if wanted)

So this isn't exactly important or anything, just simply a little... what do you call it? Reaction to a clip that I cried too? I genuinely just.. cried, I broke down when I watched it and no, not because I wanted to or anything. I cried because that what me as an ARMY will do when I see a BTS member cry, I just.. cry with them. I will just switch from an insanely happy mood to a sobbing mess If I see any of them cry. So that's what I did when I saw Jimin crying in a concert this year in  November. I'm not sure what the date was but it was at a concert where an ARMY was filming and supposedly Jimin said ' Don't cry ' < Not sure if that's true but if it is then it just makes it for saddening. So he told them not to cry but he eventually broke down into tears, seeing this I just... cried? Like this is probably gonna sound really idiotic and stupid but I cried for him? I cried because I could just imagine him.. I don't know! I cried when he was trying to stop himself from crying and didn't want US to cry... that just breaks my heart.

 Like I'm not as old as he is in both Korean age and everywhere else but it just pains me to see any of them crying. I'm sure they realise that us fans are here for them and such but.. I'm not sure they know to what extent. Like think of it like this some of us have been here from the start and so seeing them grow up makes us proud but also sad, sad because they haven't met us but we still look out for them. Like we understand that BTS obviously won't meet us all. But we hope they do, right? Like I'm pretty sure we have all hoped that our favourite band/group will meet us and say Hello. Either way I'm sure others who just joined maybe a year or two ago have already created an emotional bond with them although it's basically a one-sided bond it's still there. And I think we can all agree that due to the fact we ALL won't be able to meet them we make it our duty to.. watch over them?

 In the Time Magazine interview Namjoon or RM stated that BTS although not able to reply does read things about them posted by their fans. I'm sure that they probably won't read this but that doesn't mean I can't pour my emotions into this rant, right? It doesn't stop us from hoping we will be able to meet them... We most likely won't but we can hope and dream we do and hopefully we actually do.  They probably don't realise how far us ARMY will go for them.. like I'm sure they know what I'm about to say could be true. But I'm pretty sure some of us have had thoughts about suicide and such, and that that section of the fan base wouldn't be here for them and a bunch of others. If they did realise this then.. I'm personally proud of them despite join a year ago. I joined a year ago on October 10th. Today it is November 11th Sunday. I have been in the ARMY fan base for a year, one month and a day. That is NOTHING compared to the ARMY that was here from the start. I'm sure the ones that have stayed loyal from their debut would have thought about some of the things in this rant, it's to be expected of ARMY fans to think of this at one point...  

This wasn't wrote to hate at the boys.. If I ever did that I'm pretty sure my life would be over, okay maybe 8m exaggerating... but you get the point thus is just a rant to push away all those negative emotions and possibly show those who aren't ARMY how deep our dedication towards BTS goes. And if they somehow by a miracle read this which is let me remind you nearly impossible then Thank you and I hope you remember this.

To those who are also ARMY then please tell me if you can relate to this rant. To those who hate on BTS, I also hope this changes your mind in The tiniest way. That concludes this mini rant. Oh and this is nothing compared to what I could literally rant about. I could rant about them, clothing, Bangtan Bombs, Concerts (although I have never went to one), Fans, Haters, Twitter... there's a lot of things. So cya, if you want another rant just tell me.