I hate my chronic illness
There's so much in life I want to accomplish,
there's so much I feel I will never be able to do.
I want to live freely and not have to think out my day and constantly worry if I will have the energy.
I want to be able to make plans and follow through.
I want to wake up feeling rested, go to sleep without fighting my symptoms.
Spend time with those I love without being embarrassed of my fatigue.
I want to feel beautiful again.
I want to be normal.
I want to feel accepted.
I want to be pain free.
I want to go a day without needing pills to feel better.
....I want so much....
