FAITH

Chapter I

"Stop ! Please stop ! It hurts. Really. Stop !"

Still in this nightmare. I woke up every morning sweaty and screaming. My dad comes to me to know if everything's okay. I say yes. Even tho I know it isn't. Because since 2 months ago, every fucking night, I have this nightmare. It is as if someone was going to hit me and suddenly a boy came to save me and then he kissed me. And I always wake up before his lips touch mine. It pisses. I don't know how to escape it.

My dad came to see if I was awake to go to school. Then Quinn and Destiny, my two little sisters, came too. We are very close to each other. They like playing with me even if they are 8 and 6 years old. And do not forget my little brother, Emmanuel. He is 4 years old and he is really the cutest. He loves hugs. We all love to cuddle. I love them. Even if they are not really my little sisters and brother because we have the same dad but not the same mother. But I consider them as my proper family. Because of my parents' divorce, during the week, I am staying in my father's house. My school is closest to my father. And in the weekends, my mother greets me. So when I am with my mom, we are always together because she doesn't have other children with another man. And between, my father's name is Diego Costa, he is mexican. My mother's name is Lauren Hill, she is an american. And my stepmother's name is Adelyyn Costa because she is married to my dad now.

I have to start preparing myself for school before the bus comes. I take a shower, I brush my teeth, I do something that can looks great with my hair and put some makeup on my face before I go downstairs. Adelyyn gives me breakfast but these days I don't eat a lot. My dad force me to eat something because he thinks it is not good to eat nothing in the day. So I take the food she gives me then I put it in my bag in the bus. Arrived at school, I put it in the first garbage I see. Then I see him. He is looking at me. And I don't know why. Why me ? Why not another more beautiful girl ? There is a lot of pretty girls at school. But he chose me, of course ! He was talking with his friends before I arrived. He is walking. In my direction. I was watching him before he walked. Now I am looknig down. I don't want to catch his eyes. Even tho there are beautiful. This is why I don't want to look at him. And I know all of this isn't real. He is just playing with a nerd, stupid and far from beautiful girl. I don't like this. I was having a really good life before he came into it. I wish Aria was here with me ...

He is now in front of me, all of his friends looking at us. And the only thing that came out of his mouth was :

" You are beautiful today Hailey. "

His friends started laughing.

" Why don't you go see Maria ? The beautiful Maria. She would LOVE to talk with you. To talk with the one and only Hayes Tyler. " Maria is the most pretty and beautiful girl at school, I think. I don't talk with her a lot. In fact, she doesn't like me. She is too popular for me.

" But I want you. I really want you. " he said, stocking my cheek. Then he tried to kiss me. He've never tried to do this before today. And it is now three months that he made this every day. But he never ever tried to kiss me.

" Stop doing that. It is not funny. " Then I ran away from him. I really don't know why he did this. I was upset because he thinks I am a simple toy that you can play with whenever you want. And it is not true. Grrrrr ...!

I walked into my history class and I took seat. This was my favorite class. Until our teacher falls in depression. Now, it is as boring as gym class. Really boring. And then I saw Hayes walking into the class. I just don't understand why he is always obligated to follow me everywhere I go. I don't know how to be far away from him. It is really hard. I am going to find a way. I am determined.

" Hi sweetie. "

" Go away. "

" I know you like me. "

" You are wrong dude. "

" I am right babe. "

" Don't.Ever.Call.Me.Babe.Again."

" Okay princess."

" Don't you understand I am not going to fall for you like every girls in this school does ? I am not like the other girls and I don't want a beautiful, popular, super classy, amazing, boyf..."

" Mrs.Costa ? Is there a problem ? " said my history teacher.

" No everything's fine. " I answered.

Hayes was beside me, laughing. At this time, if I was a really badass, I would probably hit him so hard he would fall on the ground. But I am not. So I just looked away and wrote in my "notebook" . The only book where I can write everything that comes into my head. I love to write. It is like all of my thoughts get out of my mind. It is amazing. He was still staring at me, I could feel his eyes riveted on me. The whole period. He didn't stop. I was really tired. The class finally ended. Leaving from here, I went to my locker to pick up my books for my geographie class. It was the last period before lunch. I finally get threw it. So I went to the cafeteria and sat down, alone. I decided to go to the washroom because I had a pee. But something strange hapenned ...