You Kill Me ( In A Good Way) *Kellic *

With heaven above you, there's hell over me!

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**VIC'S POV**

I sat there silently debating to myself, whether to text kellin or not!.. after knowing him for a couple of years you'd think i'd be used to it by now, but no. I still get nervous like a bitch around him, and after everything that's happened in the last year and a half, made stuff even worse!.. he might say that things are long over, and the past was left behind, but his eyes are like thin sheets of sheer satin, one can easily read through them like an open book, those greenish/blue eyes of his, which you can easily find yourself lost in them, those mesmerizing eyes, that hold so much pain and sorrow and no longer shined.

"all of this is your fault, you're a pathetic piece of shit and coward, you couldn't even face the truth and now you got what you deserved victor" - my inner demons spoke, I mentally felt myself scream and begging them to stop. i felt tears falling my eyes, *they're right you are pathetic! pull yourself together Vic*..

How could i possibly have done all of that to the man i'm in love with.. YES there I said, and i'm not afraid to admit that I Victor Fuentes is in love with Kellin Quinn!, I love everything about him, The way his raven hair falls effortlessly down his pale, porcelain face, that sometimes cover those beautiful greenish/blue orbs of his!.. the way his tiny figure compliments him perfectly for his size,, the way his cheeks turn every shade of red, when he gets shy or complimented, the way the palms of his hand fit perfectly into mine like a puzzle piece, his perfect angelic voice which leave you in tears, everytime he sings, because he sings with so much love and passion, the way his lips mould perfectly into mine, and move together in perfect harmony, the way his bod---"  I was suddenly drenched from my thoughts when my brother came in the living area, I instintly tried to hide the fact that i was crying, so out of nowhere, my instincts decided to text kellin..

From Vic: Heyy Kellss, Waddaaaaaap?:) 

From Kells:3x<3: nothing much man, jst hanging out with coco:3! thanks for the gif btw, she loves it!!! as he sends me a picture of cope with the t-shirt i bought her saying "singer do it better" 

From Vic: awwwwww she keeps on getting more adorable! btw the shirts kinda right you know;) xox

OHHH NOOO! what the hell did i just send him, nice shot dipshit ><, i threw my phone somewhere and let out a frustrated groan

"who pissed in your burritos bro?" - mike came in saying munching on some chips, i just sighed and brought my knees to my chest, and buried my face in them.

"whoaa what's wrong with you man"  he sat next down to me and pulled me into a brotherly hug, as i sobbed harder into his chest

He let out a long sigh "it's kellin again isn't it" wow.. there's no point into lying now, my brother knows me too well. I looks up at him and wiped a few tears away from my eyes. He took out a long deep breath and sang it out like a canary

"Bro, everyone could still see the way you look at kellin, hell jaime even bet you two would be married, the point is, if I where you, i'd grow a pair and just fucking talk to him already , both of you need some sort of closure, cause it's killing you both!, it's about time man.... anyways  had a long night, i'm gonna hit the sack for a nap, but you, in the meantime, you sit and take in consideration about what i've just said ok?"  - 

woah, sometimes i questions on who's the actual older one!..  that surely took me by surprise

"ok mike..uhmm..thanks i guess? .. He pulled me into a brotherly hug 

"no problemo lil' one..." as he ruffled with my hair and i flipped him of until he went to his room.

with that, i just went into my room, plopped onto my bed,and pulled out my Ipod on shuffle, although i immediately regretted doing that, as the song "FIRE" came on, his beautiful voice run into my ear as i contemplated the words mike had told me, and he was 100% right.

so the next thing i did was text the man himself

From Vic: heyy uhm kellin, i don't know..uhm..are you free later, maybe to you know hang out. 

with that being said, i pressed send, and painfully waited for a reply.