You Kill Me ( In A Good Way) *Kellic *

Look At What You Made Me Do!?

KATELYNNE'S POV
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Sunlight shined through our living room window, I woke up feeling tight arms holding, that's when I realized where and how I was. I remembered last night all too well, and it honestly pained me, I slowly started to get out of Kellin's grip, careful not to wake him up. As I did, I took one last look at the guy sleeping peacefully, and his beautiful features, those feature I may never get the chance to embrace again. I rushed upstairs before I break again, I didn't need Kellin to see me this way. As I walked into our bedroom, I stared at all our family photos. Right there I could feel tears starting to form in my eyes, as I grabbed mine and Kellin's wedding photo. I couldn't take it anymore, I needed to get out of here. 

I quickly went in my closet, choosing a random outfit, and ran to the bathroom for a quick shower. While I was under the steamy water, I couldn't help but let my thoughts run free, I was never a person to think such bitter thoughts, but how was I stupid enough, to let myself fall for someone who didn't even swing that way? .. Strike 2 - another failed marriage, another child, and here I am, back at square one, loosing trust in everything once again, while he could run off into the sunset to live happily ever after with him. I couldn't help to feel how numb I started to feel, I wasn't angry or sad, I was just numb. 
I rinsed off ,and quickly fixed my hair and make-up, keeping it simple. once all set I grabbed my handbag from the kitchen and set a quick note, telling Kellin that I was going out. Honestly I didn't even know where, all I knew is that I just wanted to escape everything for a bit, I sat in my car thinking for a moment, when an idea sparked, there's only one person on this whole planet who always has my back at everything, I sent her a quick text saying that I was coming over, and i needed to talk to her.

After an hour of driving, I finally arrived, I got out of my car, and walked towards the door, I barely got to knock, because as I was about to, it opened, revealing my mother standing there with open arms. 

"Kate sweetheart I missed you so much, come in, want a cup of coffee? 

" Hi mom, no thanks i'm good " 
 
" So how have you been dear, I haven't heard from you in a while, is everything ok? " 

" I've been busy a lot, with modelling and everything you know" 

" Sweetheart, I\, your mother, I can smell it from a mile away when things are out of place so just out with it" 

Honestly I was shocked by the way she just put it out, I looked at her for a couple of seconds, already feeling myself get emotional, how do I even begin?

"I don't know mom, I just don't know anymore" - with that I lost it. My mum got up from her chair and came over to me, taking me into her embrace. 

" You can tell me anything kate, i'm here for you" 

" Kellin and I .....are" - I took a sharp breathe in, it honestly pained me to say it " getting divorced " 

my mom just stood there with her eyes wide open, and her jaws dropped to the floor and below

"What? just like that.. what happened" 

" It's honestly complicated" 

" I've got all the time in the world hun, there has to be a valid reason" 

" well there is, and there's a lot about kellin that you might of not known, but please don't take it in a bad way " 

" I promise dear"