Sing BWWM

16.Friend

Cole P.O.V

I sat at the end of the bed and Daisy sat behind me, and lord knows I didn't want to have this fucking talk. I need too because I freaked out on her for no reason, well for a reason she didn't understand and that wasn't fair.

"Cole?" She asked slightly hitting me with her foot.

"Is it about that supermodel you dated?" She asked me.

"Vivian, did someone tell you or did you google it?" I asked glancing back at her.

"Google." She replied and I hated that.

"We dated, for about a year, and Leon kept fucking with her and she felt as if I never stood up for her. I never knew he was being an ass to her in the first place, and she broke up with me by making out with some guy on Snapchat." I said summing up the story.

"Why is Leon an asshole?" She asked making me smile.

"He's not an asshole," I said looking back at her with a smile and she gave me a confused look.

"Growing up, it was just me and my mom till he moved in with us and the truth is he's my half-brother. I and he have two different mothers, but you won't know that because he calls my mom his mom as well. His real mom was a drug addict so he never knew much about her and the day he moved in with us is the same day she died. My dad is hard working, helped when he could, and sometimes even stayed with us but I've never been close to him. He was an asshole, verbally abusive to everyone, talked shit, made you feel like shit." I said just thinking about him for a moment.

"Does he try his hardest to be like your dad?"She asked and I nodded.

"Yeah, but he also is slowly turning into his mother because I knew he's not just smoking weed anymore. That girlfriend of his isn't helping either, because was known for doing drugs.

"Terra, I saw her at that house a few days ago." She said as I laid back on the bed looking up at the fan, slowly turning.

"She's a singer, a pop one that got famous from being half naked on Instagram. Then she started singing, but if you're older than 18 you might not know who she is. She isn't anything great for kids, the number of drugs she does and she's always drunk." I said as I felt her pulling me up to her.

My head was now rested on her lap as she softly ran her finger around my hair, and soon it turned to her brushing it. 

"Keep talking," She whispered and I felt so comfortable I did just that.

"Leon is annoying that's true, but I know its just because our father just recently came back into our lives. He remarried, and I know for a fact we have another sibling, but I've never met them and neither has Leon. He kind of moved on as he gets married, and since I've heard that his current wife is sick, he's been around us more. I don't care to be around him, because he wasn't really in my life, but Leon is always excited to be with him, no matter how bad he is for us." I said with my eyes closed.

"IS he using you for money?" She asked me.

"That question cuts me deep, so I refuse to ask myself that, because I don't think me or Leon could handle that truth," I replied slowly opening my eyes.

I looked at the slight hurt in Daisy eyes and I gave her a smile hoping it would calm her down some.

"Daisy none of this stuff is new in my life, fucked up stuff happens but amazing things do as well. Like you." I said reaching up and touching her cheek.

"I mean I'll admit you do have the better girlfriend." She said wrapping her arms around my neck.

I hide how excited I was at the fact she finally has come around and called herself my girlfriend. I moved up till I was face to face with her, and turned around. I sat on my knees trapping her on the head of the bed, and she looked at me. She pushed me back with a cute giggle and sat on top of me.

"Do you really want to be my girlfriend now?" I asked her and she looked down at me.

If I was stupid enough, I would tell her that I loved her now. She looked down at me with her oversized shirt falling down some, and her long curly hair falling at her shoulders. Her lips pretty and pink, and as I reached up and grabbed her little hip and moved down kissing me.

"I wasn't sure at first but yeah, I would love for you to call me your girlfriend." She said as she sat her head on my chest.

I wrapped my arms around her, enjoying the warmth of her body on top of mine. I pressed my lips to her forehead as she snuggled into me, and tucked her arms behind my back holding me to her.

"Everything about this moment is what I've always wanted." She said making me smile.

"I know you told me before," I said and she glanced at me.

"I have? About everything?" She said and I chuckled.

"Yeah, about everything Gavin and everything else," I said and she seemed shocked that she did but she doesn't remember anything about how we met, but it made her sit up and look at me.

"Do you want me to talk about that stuff because I will." She said and I pulled her back down to me.

"No, we can another time," I said as she cuddles with me again.

I looked as her eyes slowly closing and I felt like I was doing the same thing. I listened to her snore as I slowly fell asleep with her.