Sing BWWM

20.Perfect

Daisy P.O.V

I watched as everyone got ready for a show they had tonight, and I was nervous. This is there biggest show and after last night I felt funny about everything. Why was I this way? Nervous and as much as mom annoyed me with it, I was kind of stupid about things. 

"Hey, beautiful!" Miles said as I walked out of the bathroom, heading into the green room. 

The backstage area was so busy and everyone ran around, and I wasn't dressed in my normal way.

"How do you feel about this dress?" I asked him and he looked at me wanting to laugh.

It was sparkly, a red, making me stand out the most back here, and my high heels were the same sparkling red. My hair was in two long braids, going down my sides, the only thing I was comfortable in.

"Why do I feel like you don't like it?" He said moving in close because I couldn't hear shit back here.

"I think it's beautiful, the dress, the shoes, and my hair but I want to make she I blend in not stand out," I said as he moved down more.

"You don't have to blend in Flower power," He said just as I was a camera flash goes off.

It made Miles back away, and we both looked at the guy on his taking more pictures. Miles grabbed me pulling me behind him as security grabbed the man taking his phone.

"Let's go back into the green room." He said and I followed behind him but I kept looking at the guy fighting for his phone.

I walked to the back and Miles attention was taken away by Ramona and I sat down. A fish out of water is what I felt like, but since I was dressed for it I shouldn't feel this way. I thought about the gift Gavin gave me, and it was bothering me so bad but I didn't tell Cole about it. It was neckless of a dove that he gave me, and when we broke up I gave it back. I didn't want Gavin back and I was sure of that, but I had this stupid feeling that I need closure from him. 

I wanted to know why more than anything, why would you do that damn it? we had something maybe not a lot but damn it, it was something and I wanted to know why would you cheat on me? I looked up noticing how loud it was everywhere and how I wanted to go home honestly.

"Where's Cole?" I asked their manager who just looked at me over his shoulder and turned away.

I rolled my eyes at him and looked for one of the band members, Ramona or Miles because I haven't seen his brother all night. I walked out of the room, and into the hallway where the two talked.

"Have you guys seen Cole?" I asked with a frazzled voice and slightly sweating.

I wasn't sure why I felt something wrong, or the sudden drop in my stomach but I did, and I hated it. I wanted them to go on stage and for us to just go home now, or maybe I was just upset about the whole Gavin things.

"I last saw him heading to the dressing room," Ramona said and I started heading that way.

I wanted to just see him, talk to him because he had a way of making me feel better. After a month with him, and all the talks we had about everything, he was better than Gavin. I need to stop thinking about that guy, I don't have room in my life for people who hurt me. I turned the corner, of the big build subconsciously remembered where the room was. The doors all had names on them so I headed to the one with Cole on it, and the sound of bumping and moving caught my attention.

"Cole," I said pushing the door open, and I froze there, just looking.

Two girls with him, one with her mouth wrapped around his neck and the other girl falling down on the couch with an upset look on her face. The two girls and Cole looked at me just as he pushed her off of him as well. 

"Daisy!" Cole said but I just swallow hard and turned my back pushing the door closed.

The sound of him falling and tripping over things was in the back of my ear but my mother's voice yelled louder in my ear. 

"Did you find him?" Miles asked as I walked back to the green room to grab my purse and phone.

"Daisy, It's not what it looked like," Cole said pushing pass Miles, but I didnt talk just forced my hands not to shake.

"Daisy," He said with a sad voice as I ordered my uber.

"Are you going to even listen to me?" He asked when I looked up noticing everyone looking at me.

"No," I said making sure he didn't see me cry, no man is going to make me cry again.

"Please," Cole said as I walked out the door.

"Daisy!" He yelled after his manager stopped him.

"We have show time in 2 minutes, I know she's you're girl but business. Tons of people paid good money to see all of you, you can't run out on that." Was the last thing I heard as I ran out the first door I saw, that lead to an ally.

I forgot my jacket, and the sound of people talking made me want to vomit in the ally. I moved around in the high heels, and just as I came around the build I saw Leon. He was talking to so girl, and I don't know why but he looked up and at me. He didn't do the normal up and down look he always did, he just looked at me. I didn't want to meet his stare, and when my phone buzzed I pulled it out.

My vision is hazy from the tears and slightly stung from the makeup I had on. I set my uber for Timmy's house because he was for sure home, so I gave him a call.

"Hello?" He answered with a sassy voice.

"Can I stay the night?" I asked in a deep low, sad voice.

"What's wrong?" He asked me just as the loud sound of a guitar hit my ears, and the screams of the woman followed.

"I just need a friend," I said crying heavy suddenly.

"Girl come over," He said in a panicked voice as I got into my uber.

I sat in the back not talking as tears flowed down my face because just like my mom said, I was stupid.