Love is hard|Ben Hardy|

I want it.

Ava-
It's been literally two days since the kissed happened between me and Ben, I stayed home yesterday because I pretended to be sick but in reality my feelings are all the place I mean my ex literally just woke up from a coma to find out that I moved. I wish I could firgure out what I want so I decided I would take a walk to god knows where.
"Mom I'm taking a walk." I said as I threw my shoes on
"Okay be safe." She yelled from the kitchen
I closed the door and started walking as I started walking slower I realized that I live down the street from Ben. Woohoo. I kept walking but I couldn't help but stare at his house and while I was looking I noticed the front door open and I kinda just stop and stood there looking at him. When he looked up he smiled and started to jog to me.

"Hey!" He said when he opened the gate.
"Um hey." I smiled at him
"How's it going?" He kinda grabbed my hand but dropped
"I'm not sure I'm very confused at the moment." I said looking at him
"Come in? We'll talk about it?" I kinda started following him but in reality I did not know what the hell I was doing

"Okay so I realize when I kissed you it probably shouldn't have happened but I can't help it. You seem so good and I want all your good and innocence." He grabbed my waist and made me get all nervous

"Uh ah we barely know each other." I said moving

"That's Okay that's what relationships are for we get to know each other while we date." Ben said while he threw himself on the couch

"I know and you do know your how much older then me right." I said sitting on the floor

"Yes I know but I know we can make a good couple. Your 18 so your a adult you can make your own decisions." He said sliding right in front of me

"Well I guess your right."

"So you'll be my girlfriend!" He said throwing himself on me

"Yes. But Ben I can't breathe" I couldn't help but laugh in the process

He got off me and ran into the kitchen. I got up and sat on the couch but made sure I left enough room for him.

"Popcorn? And watch a movie orrrrrr should we go outside and play a game with the dog." He was standing in such a weird position I couldn't help but die of laughter

"Let's go outside." I said as I ran towards him

We ran outside with the dog leading the way we started playing tag with the dog which was super weird cause I've never played it like that before. I got tired after a little bit of playing and it started to get dark out so we went back inside and started to watch a movie. I started falling asleep while me and Ben somewhat cuddled. It was about 8:30 when my mom called me and woke me and Ben up.

Mom- where are you?
Me-I'm at a friends. Should I come home now? Or can I stay longer
Mom- me and your dad want you here now please. Tell your friend you can see them tomorrow
Me- um okay fine I'll be home in 30 okay
Mom- You better be Ava I'm not gonna take your crap this year be home in 30 I mean it
Me-Stop talking to me like im 15 im 18 years old mom. Goodbye I'll see you in 30
Mom- Dont talk back to me like th-
Call ended

"Woah you seem to not get along with your parents much do you?" He asked rubbing his eyes

"No I do but they've been acting uptight ever since we moved and I turned 18." I said as I walked to the front door area to grab my shoes

"Well I don't know what there problem is but they really need to get it checked." He said sitting up more

"Yeah probably not." After I got my shoes on I laid on the ground

"Just think you can back over tomorrow if everything goes well." He said getting up he came over to me and grabbed my hands "you should probably get going so you don't piss your parents off." He said really sweetly

"I guess your right. I'll see you tomorrow don't have too much fun without me." I giggled while he pulled me into a hug

"Literally the only thing I'm doing tonight is having rami come over and hang for a bit. Maybe I'll call you while he's here." He said while we still hugging

"Okay have fun." I said right as I turned my body he grabbed me and pulled me into a Kiss a kiss I thought was going to last forever.

I finally opened the door told him bye while he opened the gate and started walking to my house. You know it really isn't that bad that me and Ben are together I mean come on I am an adult. I only have a few more weeks left of school and I'll actually be an adult faster. I finally got to my house I opened the door and both of my parents were standing there like watch dogs.

"What. I said I'd be back in 30." I said closing the door

"What makes you think you can use that attitude." My mom said

"Since you treat me like im still younger then I am. I'm going in my room. Bye." I said waking pass the both

As I was walking up the stairs someone started to call me when I looked at it I realized it was just Ben so of course I answered.

Ben- hey wanna facetime?
Me- sure
Switches to FaceTime
Ben- what's up?
Me- just got back from somewhat arguing with my parents
Ben- oh fun hey so this is rami.
Me-oh my. Huge fan but I won't go all fangirl on you.
Rami-well thank you and it's nice to meet you. You seem to make Ben happy.

"Ava if your going to act like an adult then I think you should move out since you your 18 right? Then move out and find a place to live." My mom came into my room without even knocking

"Oh so now you just wanna kick me out you don't nothing to do with me?" I asked while I covered my phone

"You treat us like crap."

"I do not i have been nothing but respectful to you and your the one who is always putting me down."

"You know what you have till next week to get your crap out and leave." My mom said slamming the door

I whispered to myself so that way Ben couldn't hear me but I wish my real dad was here.
Ben- um ava?
Me-oh hi sorry you had to listen to that.
Ben- if you need a place to live you can come stay with me like I know we haven't been dating for long but I'd rather have you staying here then on the streets
Me- really? I'd appreciate that.
Ben- Hell you can start moving tomorrow.
Me-okay. Well Ben im going to bed.
Ben-okay goodnight babe I'll see you tomorrow.
Me- bye
Call ended
I laid in bed for about an hour. Then everything was a blur

Ben's pov-
Ah yes today is the day ava moves in im super happy. I got up out of bed and threw on some sweat pants and a t-shirt because I don't need much to wear on a Sunday. I walked downstairs to realize that rami spent the night and half the crap ava was supposed to bring over was already there.

"Uh where's ava?" I asked as I tried to find my dog

"She went back to her house to grab her last box." Rami said laying on the couch

"What time did she get here?"

"Well I didn't wake up till like 9 so I'm assuming it was pretty early."

"Well dang." I said while petting my dog

Ava walked into the house with her last box and I was so happy. Maybe this is the girl I'll be marrying one day. The girl I bring home to the family so she can meet them. She's perfect.