Love is hard|Ben Hardy|

One drunk night

Ava- Friday 8:30 pm
Me and Chaldea we're sitting on the living room floor talking about almost everything. We've been getting to know each other more and more she's becoming my best friend, I've told her things that no one knows about me like the relationship with my parents and real dad and who my real dad is. Ben and rami were out at a club but Ben would check in with me every hour which I really didn't mind if he did or didn't. It was dark out finally so me and Chaldea decided to go outside and look at the stars, we counted how many stars there were and the designs we found in the sky. It was finally 12 am and Ben hasn't checked in with me but it was okay, me and Chaldea decided we were going to go the club that lets 18 year olds in we got some fake ids so we could drink. I was wearing a long black sweater with some leather pants and a pair of boots which I probably am gonna regret wearing leather pants to a dance club but I did it anyways.

We got into the cab and went straight to the club we got in and managed to get drinks we kept taking shots after shots and we finally made it to the dance floor I was finally having fun Grooving to the music dancing on Chaldea it was so much fun. We went back to the bar and got some more drinks but after those we left, we got back to the house and Ben and rami were home sitting on the couch. Ben was tapping his foot with a angry face I could tell this wasn't going to go will.

"Where were you two? If you were gonna plan on leaving the house and going out to the party then you should have messaged or called." Ben got up and came near me

"Oh and you've been drinking? Really? Ava your not legal to drink yet." He really was sounding like my dad

"Okay first off your not my dad and second off I did text you and told you that I was. You are my boyfriend I get you were worried but really I should have been worried after you didn't text me after 12 what were you with another girl?" I said as I turned away and started walking towards the stairs

"Ava. Do not walk away from me you have got to be kidding if you think I was actually cheating on you. Grow up."

I felt a lump in my throat

"I didn't actually think you were. I'm so—" I had to cover my mouth and run to the first floor bathroom I threw up so much I thought my stomach was gonna come out.

Ben followed behind me and grabbed my hair. He was rubbing my back. After throwing up I was so tired and feeling like crap that Ben carried me upstairs to the bed. He changed me and laid me in bed. Couple minutes later and I was out.

Ben-
I walked back downstairs after getting her to bed, Rami and Chaldea were sitting on the couch I rolled my eyes and kept walking to the kitchen I stood there and sighed. Rami walked into the kitchen and sat down in front of me.

"Is it alright if Chaldea and I stay here tonight? She's pretty fucked up and I don't need her to go home to her parents like that... I'd like to keep dating her." Rami said

"Yeah it's fine I'm just upset at her right now. Like was it her idea to get ava drunk?"

"I think it was just going to be an innocent night like they were just gonna go and dance but that's it I guess." Rami looked at her through the kitchen

"I don't wanna argue with you rami but I think it was both of them that did it."

"Ava is 18. Turning 19 in a couple of days. She can make her own decisions she obviously made it home okay which means she wasn't that drunk." Rami got up and went towards that living room "I'm just saying man."

I sighed and walked upstairs to the bedroom I laid next to her after I took my clothes off and left nothing but boxers on. Ava rolled over and was still awake she smiled at me kept looking at me.

"Hi." She said so sweetly and tiring

"Hi gorgeous." I said stroking her cheek

"I'm sorry." She placed her hand on my hand

"It's okay Baby I overreacted and took it over board. I'm sorry okay I didn't exactly realize what I was doing because I was so worried about you." I couldn't help but continue to look into her eyes

"Let's just forget about this okay." She said while leaning in for a kiss

Our lips connected and I couldn't help but deepened the kiss we started to make out it go more and more intense as the minutes went by she got on top of me and started grinding me she took her shirt off and I knew where this was going but I couldn't get myself to have sex with her not yet anyways it was just too soon. I pulled away and laid my hands on her waist.

"I think we should stop right now." I said well looking at in her eyes

"Why did I do something wrong." She said as she got off me

"No of course not I just don't think we should do that yet." I said turning over to see her

"Oh okay. Well could we cuddle and go to bed?"

"Of course."

We got into our cuddling positions I watched her drifting to sleep and soon after I fell asleep too. I'm just glad I have her. She's so wonder and makes me happy I wouldn't trade her for the world.