Love is hard|Ben Hardy|

The party

Ava-
5 weeks have passed and I haven't seen Ben in a while which is a good sign because I was still hurt but stuck living in a hotel room. As weird as it sounds I really wanted Ben to notice me walking passed his house or driving by but it looked like he hadn't left his house in days. I was laying on my bed when my phone started ringing it was from Chaldea.

C- hey what are you doing later?
A- nothing why
C-wanna come to this party with me?
A- sure
C-be ready by 8
A- okay byeee

- couple hours later -
I decided to go take a shower because my hair needed to be a little better looking. I got in washed my hair body and shaved I got out blow dried my hair and got dressed I decided to wear a pair of my black pants that have holes and decided to put on a flannel and paired it with a pair of converse. I threw my hair up in a messy ponytail and did some makeup not a whole lot.
-someone knocks on the door-
I got up and ran to the door.
"Hey you ready?" Chaldea said standing in the door frame with her hand on her waist

"Yeah just gotta grab my bag." I quickly grabbed my bag made sure my key was in there and then we were off.

It was only a couple places done from the hotel but I was okay with that. This party was basically full of college kids and some older people. Someone had caught my sight. Chaldea had invited me here because A she's either setting me up or B she really didn't think Rami was gonna be here.

"Hey girls." He said walking towards us smiling

"I'm getting a drink." I said walking away

I went in the kitchen and grabbed myself a beer. I started to think of Rami is here that obviously means that Ben is here and so is the rest of his friends and his stupid girlfriend.

I walked back over to where I left them two but instead of there only be two I came back to the whole Brady bunch. I caught Ben looking at me I kinda just stopped and looked at him he started walking towards me ah god why does he have to be so freaking hot. I'm trying to be mad here.

"Hey." Ben smiled at me

"Hi."

"How are things?" He said putting his hands in his pockets

"I don't know how are things with you and your girlfriend."

"I want you to know that I was never dating that person while we were dating. She's crazy literally I would never do anything to hurt you." He said trying to grab my cheek

"Boohoo." I said drinking the rest of my beer and throwing the cup on the ground

"Ava- I" I put my finger on his mouth

"Shush I'm tired of all things people tell me."

I turned away and grabbed a bottle of vodka from some person and started to unbutton my shirt so that way there was only one button holding.

"Guess who can act like a whore too." I said taking a drink

Ben's pov-
I turned and walked away from Ava whatever Ava was doing she clearly was trying to piss me off.
"So nice plan." Rami said looking at Chaldea
-couple hours passed-
I noticed that the more Ava drank the more she couldn't walk so I walked over to her and grabbed her before she fell over. When she looked at me she smiled at me

"Hey I know you." She said giggled

"Oh yeah? Do you?" I smiled back at her

"Can you do me a favor." She said

"Sure."

"Tell Ben that I love him and miss him but I think it's time to go home. Cause you know I'm a little tipsy." She touched my cheek

"I'll take you home."
I told everyone I was gonna take her home but in reality my house is closer and I feel like she'd feel more comfortable there since all her stuff was still there. I got her out of the car and got her upstairs she was almost half  asleep so I decided to hand her some clothes cause I firgured she didn't want me to undress her.

"I don't need clothes I sleep naked." She started taking her clothes off

"Oh sorry." I laughed

"Why don't you spend the night. Sleep with me."

"I don't think that's a good idea since your gonna be sleeping naked." I said turning towards the door

"I'll keep my bra and underwear on just come on sleep with me. Ben please." That's the first time she actually used me my name.

"I thought you said you didn't know me."

"I know exactly who you are I'm not even drunk I've been drinking water this whole time." She had gotten up and came behind me

"Ava I think you should sleep in the bed alone. I don't wanna ruin anything right now and if I go in that bed with you we're not gonna be sleeping that's for sure."

"Ben I'm finally trying to open up to you again let me." She had put her lips on my shoulder

"Ava."

"Ben."
I couldn't help it anymore I wanted her and only her. I turned around and started kissing her lips I picked her up and walked her over to the bed. She didn't stop kissing me either she was all over me I layed her on the bed and took my shirt off I went back to kissing her and down her stomach.
-the next day-
Ava pov-
I woke up next to Ben I was happy but I knew I had to leave because it was a good idea I think. I grabbed my clothes and ran out the bedroom quietly of course I got half way to the door when Rami popped out the kitchen.

"You know your a loud person." He said leaning on the frame

"Um? What are you doing here?" I said covering myself

"I can ask you the same thing speaking that I thought Ben took you home."

"That's none of your business Rami what's your problem?"

"Don't fuck with Ben Ava. He really does love you and I can tell you this, that girlfriend of his wasn't even his girlfriend in the first place she's been stalking him for months and somehow the gate wasn't locked and that's how she got in the house and Ben was trying to get her out the house when you came outside Ava you shouldn't be leaving right now."

"I um don't know what to say."

"You should have thought would Ben actually do this to me?"

"I did but I just didn't know what to believe."

"Then get your ass back up those stairs and go back to bed with Ben show him you love him too."

So that's what I did I turned around and walked back upstairs and went back to sleep. Ben didn't even move one bit.

"Ava I love you." He said whispering to me

"I love you too Ben." I said rubbing his arm

"I never want to lose you. Never again. I wanna marry you one day."

He wants to what?