Is it mean?

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Is it mean, to laugh when you cry?

Is it mean, to forget if you die?

Because was it mean when you lied to me?

When you made a big disgrace of me

When you made a monster out of me

Made black the only color I could see

Made sorrow the only emotion I

Could be

Shot an arrow through my knee

Poured salt to make me scream

I am sorry if I am being mean

That is not for what I mean

I ask a question to be seen

The answer to witch I am keen

So fuck you my friend for what was

fuck you my sanity just because

fuck you my love you broke my heart

fuck you my brain for not seeing the art

I hope you are happy with your new boy

Oh what? He played you like a toy?

Please excuse me wile I smile

It might just last for a while

I have never played with you

Other than how you wanted to

I must admit I was upset

But one thing I did not get

I was happy for some reason

It was the changeling of the season

For my winter was actually a spring's day

Possibly warmer as if it was the end of May

For I was happier away from you

With the one girl I always knew

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