Mark awoke to the sound of paper rustling above him. His head was resting on Jackson's thighs while the rest of him was wrapped around his legs. He turned and looked up only to be faced with a book. He smiled as he thought about how great it would be to wake up like this all the time. He slightly nudged his face under it and started peppering Jackson's tummy with kisses. Jackson gasped, he was too engrossed in his book to notice Mark was awake.
"How long have you been awake?" Mark asks lazily.
"For about an hour or so, but I didn't want to leave you so I read a book." He says peering down through his glasses.
"Damn, your hot in glasses." Mark said but immediately got embarrassed for saying it out loud. Jackson smirked and set his book aside.
"If I didn't know any better, I'd say someone is feeling a little, bold today?" He questioned at the end.
"I'm so sorry Jackson, I'm not trying to offend you." Jackson laughed.
"Offend me? Not at all. There are no rules here Mark. You can compliment me, kiss me, touch me and hopefully one day love me, anytime, anywhere you want to." He said in a low tone.
"I know this is new to, you." He says stroking Mark's hair.
"But I'm all yours to do with what you want. I have wanted you for so long, way before you knew I existed. I've liked you since I was 16 and after meeting up with you now? I know it's more, I'm sure it always has been." He smiles looking into Mark's eyes.
"Can I tell you a secret?" Mark nodded listening intently. " You are the reason I left for as long as I did." Mark was shocked and hurt by this. Jackson had a far off look in his eyes. "I had just turned the age of consent so in my eyes I was old enough, mature enough. I was coming to your house to confess to you and I was sure you would like me back or at least try to." He paused taking a deep breath before letting it out with a chuckle. "On my way over I got a call from BamBam that he just got off the phone with you and you were engaged. To that guy, what was his name?" Mark looked down swallowing a lump. "H-hanbin, I said yes." Jackson nodded. "I was devastated so I decided then and there to take my internship in China. I needed to be away in order to move on. I couldn't contact you, I felt bad but I had to keep my distance. I talked to Bam as much as I could, he knew the situation. I had told him everything." Mark was confused now. "Why didn't he tell me?" Jackson continued to stroke Marks hair. "I asked him not to, this was something I needed to take care of myself. I told myself it was just a silly crush and I dated, tried to find someone to love but no one could compare to the way you made me feel, not even close. So I came back, hoping that you would be single and fall madly in love with me." He chuckled again, this time playing with Mark's fingers. "I know for you this is early, we haven't even had a date yet but for me, this is it. You are the love of my life, only you. My body is yours, my mind is yours, but most of all my heart is yours. You are the one with the power to make or break me." Mark cried he couldn't help it. This was the sweetest most heartfelt confession he's ever gotten. He couldn't even think of a proper response, he was so touched.
"I'll have you know, I can be really touchy-feely and it has been known to annoy some of my past boyfriends." Jackson slid down to Mark's level and held him in his arms.
"Good." Mark smiled.
"I'm clingy and sometimes I get jealous." Jackson kissed his lips.
"Me too." He said.
"Sometimes I misunderstand situations and may cause fights." Jackson laughed.
"You can't lose me Mark, I'm all in."
Mark couldn't help himself, he kissed Jackson with all he had, hands roaming Jackson's back, feeling as much of him as he could. When Jackson's hands slipped down his sweat pants to grab his perfectly shaped cheeks they both moaned into each other's mouths. Mark started to grind himself onto Jackson's manhood which only made Jackson's hands squeeze tighter. Soon Mark rolled them so he was on top, legs on either side of Jackson's waist furiously grinding on and kissing the younger male. He stopped long enough to whisper something in Jackson's ear that made his world stop.
"Make love to me." Jackson froze, he's dreamed of this for so long. He has woken up to countless wet dreams because of this man from the time he was 16. He looked deep into Mark's eyes trying to catch any hint of doubt and saw none. Mark started to worry with his lack of response.
"I get it if you don't want to, I'm sorry." Jackson snapped out of his stupor finally and rolled Mark onto his back, while lying on top of him he kissed him gently.
"I've wanted this for so long Mark, wanted you for so long." He kissed him again sweetly.
"You can have me, all of me. I'm yours." Mark said as he took the initiative and kissed him hard, heating things up again. He removed his shirt with a little struggle wanting to be skin to skin with Jackson. As soon as their bodies touched it was like a fire was ignited. Jackson started at his neck kissing and sucking.
"You're so fucking sexy." He said between kisses. He then moved on to kiss a trail down his chest. As soon as he got to his tummy he almost couldn't contain himself. Mark was making the sexiest whiny noises along with a moan here and there, it was driving him to the edge of insanity and they just got started.
He was about to remove Marks underwear when the door crashed open. He looked from his position between Mark's legs to see BamBam standing there like nothing was happening.
"Guys I need you right now! It's an emergency." Mark was still trying to catch his breath and hide his embarrassment while Jackson had uncontrollable giggles. When Mark could finally speak, what he said would make Jackson erupt.
"I need to take away his key." BamBam finally took in his surroundings.
"Oh shit, I'm sorry. I'll wait out there, finish what you started." He said calmly.
Jackson, who was still lying between Mark's legs laid his head on His stomach and laughed while the older finally relaxed and laughed too.
Jackson crawled up the bed towards Mark and kissed his lips.
"I guess the moment is gone now. Let's go see what this fools emergency is then I will take you out on a proper date tonight and maybe we could pick up where we left off?" He questions, really hoping Mark will agree. After a few moments of fake contemplation, Mark agreed. After one more sweet kiss they broke apart to go tend to BamBam."You what?" Mark exclaimed loudly.
"I have a date tonight with Yugeom and I wanted to know which outfit to wear." He said pouting. Mark let out a big sigh looking longingly at Jackson who was staring at the wall with defeat taking over his features. BamBam was only a little embarrassed as he started showing them all of the clothes he brought over.
"Wouldn't it have been easier if we just came to your house?" Bam thought for a minute.
"Huh, you're right. Oh well I'm here now."After 2 hours of back and forth they finally picked the perfect outfit.
It was simple but sexy. He looked amazing and the worst part is, he picked it himself.
He gathered all of his things and finally left. Mark walked to where Jackson was staring at the floor now and plopped onto his lap, surprising the younger. He laid his head on Jackson's shoulder and kissed his neck softly.
"So are you still taking me on that date?" Mark questioned, still hiding in the crook of Jackson's neck.
"Of course, baby. The reservation is for six so we have a few hours. I'm going to go home and change." He kissed Mark on the lips.
"Hurry back please." Mark said pouting.
"You can come with if you want?" Mark shook his head.
"No, I'll be fine, you go. I'll shower and change as well." Jackson reluctantly agreed, knowing Mark is still in a vulnerable place. After walking out Mark locked the door and went to shower.
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In his arms (Markson)
FanfictionAt 35 year old Mark Tuan has been hurt one too many times. When his boyfriend breaks up with him on their one year anniversary he's shattered. He's tired of always being the fool in a relationship, thinking this could be the one and they break him e...