I want this feeling to stop, I want everything to stop. My love, my friendship, my depression, my breath, my life.
I can't bare with this anymore, it's just so hard. I'm not a strong person.
Not only Lucas, but my group of friends, my family. It's just messed up, my life.
My friends start to vanished as I am getting more and more depressed, my family is not on a stable condition, my feelings towards him getting more and more stronger every single day and I can't understand why.
Why do I have to be in this such situation when I'm not mentally and physically ready? Why do god have such a terrible plan for me? Why do people around me have to be a fucking dickhead as time goes by? Fucking hell I can't handle this.
I want to end this, quickly.
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;Messed Up | LuWoo
Fanfiction⚠Trigger warning ⚠ Homophobia! suicide! ;-In which Jungwoo confess his feelings towards Lucas, just to be greeted by regrets.
