best friends brother

chapter 4

Photo of nate

nate

I see him standing in front of me and his hand stretched out.

I look into his eyes and take his hand. As I was standing up I wiped a tear from my face and let his hand go. just as I did that suddenly I feel so old.

"come on lets go to my car" he took my hand again and I felt a bit better , still holding onto his hand. as we got to his car he open the door and I got in

he turned on the AC so its a bit warmer and as we pull out of school he turned on the radio and ED Sheeran - Perfect started playing

I can feel the tears building up inside of me again. Nate noticed and turned it off.

'Must I take you to our house or do you want to go to your house ?"

I looked at his and shrugged

I look down at my phone and see messages from James and from Jamee asking where I was and why is my car at school and if they must come to me after school - but I was really not in the mood at answer them. not now

and what hurt me the most is the messages from Todd. no long messages only short ones. he is not saying sorry for cheating on me. nothing all he said is this

Todd

-Im sorry we had to end like this

-I wanted to tell you for so long

-Lets atleast still be friends

I cant see anything anymore all the anger and hurt is making my eyes foggy and I just want to die.

"we are here" Nate said

"thank you nate" I said as I was getting out of the car.

He grabbed my hand before I was fully in the car

"wait" I turned around and looked at him "is your parents here or still away?"

I shrug"They are never home , remember?"

"yah" he nervously shakes his head.

"okay well thanks for the ride Nate' and I didn't wait for a response

I get into the house. the empty house. I have never left so alone in the house before. I have never felt to alone in general. closing the door behind me I see nates car driving away.

As I close the door the sound travels within the whole house.

Thunder great. now I regret not wanting to go to Jamee and them house. I cant cry anymore.

My eyes are to sore and I have no emotions left inside of me. after 4 years he is just going to cheat on me. did I really mean nothing to him. was all that a lie.

I hear a know on the door or more like pounding.

Great if its Todd he better get out of my face. and if its a murderer can he kill me in the fastest way possible?

walking to the door still with me wet white dress and it now starting to become see through

"what!" I say as I opened the door