best friends brother

chapter 7

Todd stormed out of my house and I don't know how I must feel about all this.

I sat on the couch and Nate is now sitting directly next to me. He takes my hand that was in his lap en hold them in his

"look at me please" Nate asked but I didn't

"Look Bri I know you loved him , okay still do. but he is really not worth it at all so please try and forget about him" I start to cry again and all Nate does is pulling me onto his lap and cuddle me like a baby. we remain in this position for a few and every now and then he gives me a kiss on my head.

we just stil there. No talking just silence. Well that and the horror movie that is still on but Nate put the volume down when he heard the knocking on my door.

"Nate , can I ask you something?" still sitting on his lap but now looking at his face or still trying to because the only light that's on it the one from the tv screen

"sure Bri , whats up?" he moves me but I am still on his lap and where his hans were around my waist it is now almost touching my bum.

"is there something wrong with me " why is he looking at me weirdly now? he is just staring at me

"Bri trust me there is nothing wrong with you ... you are ... you ar-" but I cut him in

"I am not good enough for Todd and I will never be good enough for anyo- " 

"No Bri you are more then just good enough your are perfect to me and uhhmm.. many people"

"well what is it the why did he cheat ? Am I not pretty enough ? Am I not smart enough? Am I to fat ? what is it ?"

I was not even done talking and the Nate flipped us around that I was now lying on my beck on the couch and him now between my legs

"Bri" he said in a deep voice and his face inches away from mine

all I can do is look into his eyes

have they always been that green ? Why have I never noticed it before.

but I am brought out of my thoughts when I feel him sitting up again on the other side of the couch

why didn't he kiss me ?

but what bothered me more was why wont he kiss me ? I felt hurt about that now and now about Todd

I cant take this anymore and I stand up and head towards my rooms