Unbreakable

7:30am

Hi it's me. The girl with no name. I am that girl in the class that sits at the back that never talk, never puts her hand up and never lifts her head off the table. I have no friends never have and never will everyone from school sees me as a freak and no one wants to be my friend. I have an annoying little brother but he is still my good friend to talk to even though he is a pain in the a$$ sometimes he is a very good listener. I also live withed both my parents and let's just say our relationship is quite good.

It's just Another day in my boring life nothing new just the same routine over and over again. I absolutely hate my life. wake up at 7:30 wash my face and brush my hair and teeth. Then I get dressed and I catch the bus at 8:09 (yes we don't have a car I know it's sad ) everyday it's the same over and over again. I got to the school gate and I saw this boy. He was standing next to the 'cool' kids in my year I had never
seen this boy before was he a new kid?

The bell rang that could only mean one this hell is now starting. The only thing that I actually like about school is my form class, we are just one big family we have been with each other for 4 years now. It seems crazy how there is only a couple of months left till we are out of this prison. Not gonna lie I will miss this place even though this is hell right now.

The kid is new. He is in my form !!!!!!!! Omg I think I just died on the inside!!! He is so gorgeous. He is tall he has these plaits in his hair and he has dark brown eyes. When I look into his eyes I feel like they are hiding this big mysterious secret. There is something different about him and I like that.

But what am I saying isn't like he is going to ever fall for me. Right?

He looks at me then he looks at the chair next to me. I started sweating like never before I thought I was going crazy no one has ever made me feel like this. And NO ONE has ever wanted to sit next to me. Could this mean something? I am scared what if this could mean I have feeling for him I couldn't have feelings for a boy. I have never loved anyone or anything. What if this doesn't even go right? What if he is just using me ? What should I do?