Him<3

Ch. 4

Woah. It's been a long time since I have been on here. I'm gonna try to start updating both of my stories again. I guess we shall see how it turns out<3

Devin's POV:

   I woke up and I was alone. Where did Colby go? That's when I remembered what happened last night. We kissed. What if I scared him. Oh gosh. What if James saw us. My thoughts flew around my head and wouldn't stop. I woke up and searched the house but no one was home. I called James but he didn't answer. I called Colby. He didn't answer either...

I sat alone for at least 4 hours. No one came home. I'm so confused. No one called me. Texted me. Nothing. That's when Corey came to my house. He ran in frantically and just told me to go get dressed and fast. So I threw on some Jean shorts and a t-shirt. Corey drove way over the speed limit and I saw that he was going to the hospital. "Corey...why are we going to the  hospital..." He didn't say anything. He just kept driving. We walked in and all the guys were there.

"Guys. What's going on..." I asked not really wanting to know. Sam looked at Colby then me. "Devin. We are so sorry." "What? What do you mean?" "Where's James????" I didn't even need an answer. Scottie came over and hugged me. Colby looked at me with tears in his eyes. I glared at him. He left me. Alone. Didn't even call me. Nothing. So Scottie just held me. I fell to my knees bawling my eyes out.

A few moments later a nurse came out and said. "Ms. Carter. I am sorry for your loss. You may go see him if you would like. You can bring one other person if so." She said with sadness in her voice. I looked at Colby and he had a little hope in his eyes. Then I looked at Scottie and grabbed his hand. "Will you...come with me?" I asked trying not to cry. "Of course" he said looking at me with a little smile.

We went in. And. He looked at peace. Calm. "What happened?" I said tearing up again. "D. He was sick. He didn't want you to know. It was his idea for you to move here. He wanted to see you. And spend some time with you. He loved you so much." I burst in to tears. "Do my parents know? Did they know the whole time?" "Yes. They did. He wrote you a letter." I then kissed James on the forehead and held his hand and said my goodbye. I never thought I would have to say goodbye to my best friend. My big brother. How am I suppose to cope with this....

The guys all came over to our house. I went into the kitchen and read the letter. Colby hasn't spoken to me.

Baby sister,
   I know you are probably angry. I don't blame you. I just didn't have the heart to tell you. So. I had gone and visited mom and dad when you were w auntie. I told them. I asked if you could move here...with me...so I could be with you. So I could hear your laugh and remember how amazing of a baby sister you were. I am so sorry. I wish I could stay with you. I am going to miss you and your bubbly personality so much. I love you. So much. And I will forever look over you and watch over you. I vow to be your guardian angel. I made you your own room. Hoping you would stay here. My house is yours. It's paid off. Mom and dad bought it years ago. And gave it to me. Now. I'm giving it to you. I hope you stay. The guys all promised me to take care of you. I love you.

I fell to the floor and started screaming and crying. Scottie picked me up and put me on the counter and just held me. I didn't want to be alone. Ever again.

All the guys had come in and out to stay w me. I wasn't close to Jackson and Brady. I mean we comfort each other when needed. We don't talk much otherwise. The guys would come in and take turns staying the night. I've been having nightmares. I just want my brother back.

Well. I had no idea where I wanted to take this chapter. I guess it took a wee bit of a dark turn. I'm glad to be back though. Even though my stories don't get many reads. It's okay ig.