I looked her straight in the face
and said i hate myself
so much i bring a blade to myself
Happiness is something i constantly chase.
I said i'm catastrophic
i don't know what causes it
maybe God made me this way?
but i hate being this way.
i feel like a fucking grenade
hurting everyone in my own fucked up escapade.
and all i want is love
but i don't deserve it, according to all of the above
