Random shit in my mind

Thought #5

(I am freaking bored and I'm in a quiet room so I might post a bunch of these)
So I was thinking of my family, then k got to one of my Aunts. Her name, we call her, is Auntie Bridget. She has schizophrenia. She is doing well not but not so well when she was younger. When she was in middle-high school, she was a very academic student. Very, very academic, smart, and talented. Then stress got to her and would get to her periodically every time she would see a certain grade. And that pattern had gotten more rapid as time went on. Everytime she would see anything lower than a B on her report cards and such, she would harm herself. Each time would get worse. Sooner or later as she was in her sophomore year of college, she let the stress consume her and had fully triggered the schizophrenia, that can lay dormant in our familys blood unless activated, and kinda had gone mad. I'm not going to say all that she did because that would exploit her all up on social media. But the reason I'm thinking about this is because my mom told me about that earlier today when I bursted out crying for a lost 0.5 points of a grade as a warning. The connection that we have. The similar things. It's kinda scary, but despite that, I don't think that would happen to me