Random shit in my mind

Thought #1

So I have bullies. This specific one got on my nerves a couple of days ago. Earlier that day she punched, kicked, and tripped me to the point of when I fell on my face. Once I got a hold of some M&Ms, she did that kindergarten thing where she sat next to me, pretended to be all nice and eventually said 'Can you give me some? I'll be your best friend!'. Okay... hold up...WTH. Like two hours earlier you physically abused me and now you want to act all sweet and kind once I weild something that you desire. Bruh. Why has this type of situation happen to me through out my life? It first happened in the expected age of kindergarten and it seems like that trait has grown with me. How are you going to ask for some of my candy and say you'll be my friend when I have no care in the world if you're my friend or not and when you should have not been physically or even verbally abusing me. I said something close to that to her and she decides to say 'Oh come on. We jus playin.' My response to that was that 'How would I be "jus playin" with someone how I don't even know and how am I going to be "jus playin" if youre the only one doing things to the other. If somebody was "jus playin" with you, then that somebody would do those things to you back.' She trudged away angry at me and I didn't give 2 shits about her desperation for my candy. Luckily since then she hasn't been anywhere near me. I think the only catch with that is that the next time I get a sweet treat that she wants, she is going to say 'I haven't done anything to you in a long time' which she still have done it. It's still unacceptable.