I was sitting on my bed crying.
I cry on many rare occasions I have thick skin being in the middle of my brothers and sister.
I mostly cry out of anger or frustration nothing like teasing, getting in trouble, being called out for something, or bullies.
But today I have had enough of anti- ARMY and messing with the boys. I don't care if they mess with me, but when it comes to the boys I'm a whole different person.
" Y/n come out and eat."
Namjoon said from the door.
" I'm tired though."
I lied, I just didn't want to go out and the boys ask me questions about why I was crying.
" Come on if your that tired I'll carry you."
He said bending down next to my blanket covered body.
" Stop being a baby! Get up before I pick you up."
He said grabbing me by my waist lifting me up.
" No! I don't have any clothes on just my underwear!"
He immediately put me down.
" Hurry up and get dressed so you can come and eat."
He left the room for me to change. I didn't really have no clothes on I just didn't have a shirt.
I took my shorts off and put one of tae's shirts on for bed.
I walked out of my room and out to were we eat.
The boys all looked at me.
" What?"
" What's the real reason you don't want to come and eat?"
" Yeah your always the first one out here to eat?"
Hobi oppa agreed with namjoon.
" It's nothing, just the time of the month again."
I lied to all of them.
" No it's not!"
Tae pointed out.
" I remembered your cycle! It doesn't start for another 3 days!"
He stated matter of factly. All the boys looked at him.
" Dude how did you remember her cycle?"
Jungkook asked him.
" Well it's not all that hard if you payed attention."
I feel so touched, I looked at tae and smiled.
" At least someone remembers."
I sat down in his lap he wrapped his arms around my waist and put his head on my shoulder.
" So why were you crying y/n?"
Tae asked me.
" What do you mean I wasn't crying."
" Yes you were your wearing the shirt."
I looked down and saw I was wearing the shirt I stole from him, I always wear it when I cry because it makes me feel safe.
" You wee crying why?"
Jimin asked I looked up at all of them and sighed.
" It's because of anti-ARMY and other haters."
" What are they saying?"
" It's not about me, well I do get a lot of hate but it's about you guys ."
I said looking down at tae's arms wrapped around my waist, tears welling up in my eyes as the thoughts of all the anti-ARMY tweets and haters came to my mind.
" You guys know how I hat all the criticism on you all, you guys don't deserve it! That's why I'm working on a cypher."
All the boys heads turned toe in tae's lap.
" What do you mean by a cypher?"
Jin asked me.
" It's going to be a miss track for all the anti-ARMY, to people that don't believe in us, and to all of the haters."
I ate happily now that I have a solution to all the hate and out careers.
" Are you planning on doing it all by yourself?"
Yoongi asked me.
" Yes."
I said ajusting myself in tae's lap.
Now we were all done eating I was holding onto tae's wrist which we're right under my breast.
" So your going to write, produce, and rap the cypher all by yourself?"
Namjoon questioned me.
" No, I'm writing the lyrics, producing the music, and you, Hoseok, and yoongi oppa are going to help me compose the lyrics."
" So it's just the rap line. No Tae?"
I squeezed tae's arms and shook my head.
" No tae you not part of the rap line."
I pouted at him because he was pouting.
" Ok watch later when you want to cuddle with me or just want to be with me like now I'm going to say ' no your not apart of the 95' line ' how's that sound?"
" That's not fair! And plus you know you love cuddling with me, and you can't sleep without hugging something so it's going to end up me like always."
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