I'm in middle school now...and what happened before is not bad compared too this...I'm in trouble for something I didn't do...but what I caused someone else to do...I didn't mean to let them see...they weren't supposed to do that...I have a really bad record at school...now it's twice someone reported that I was going to kill myself...I wasn't going to...I might think about it but never going to actually do it because it would hurt so many people...and now it was my be....friend...only friend now actually before they even reported me when I saw we where drifting I panicked I didn't want to lose anyone else...I told her without her I'd kill myself but I did it out of panic when I realized that I couldn't save our friendship... and now I'm banned from talking to them...my mom won't let me text her...not even talking about it...when I found out I cried for hours...in my room alone but it wasn't something I wasn't used to I did that every night...
