This chapter is base from my own experience of Renjun 😊
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Jaemin opens the clinic door and usher the three inside. He made Renjun sits on the bed and rummage for alcohol, cottonballs, disinfectant, ointment and bandaids. "Okay let me see your arms Angel" But Renjun only hugs himself. "Come on angel" Jaemin coax but the smaller male just shakes his head.
Renjun started crying. Memories keep flooding. Haechan notice that Renjun hugs himself and he only does that if his upset or something triggered him. "Hey Injun. Come on look at me" He said cupping the blonde hair face. "It's okay. I'm here. I'm not going to leave okay?" But Haechan can tell Renjun can't hear him.
Renjun could hear the voice shouting. Pulling him down the black hole. He tried to swim back, struggles to shake their hold but it gets tightening around him.
"No! No! No! Injun ahh! Come back! Follow my voice!" Haechan practically shouted. He reach for his phone to call Taeyong while Chenle is shaking Renjun. "Hyung! Go to the clinic! It's happening again! Hurry up!" Haechan shouted with tears in his eyes.
"Renjun ge. Come on don't do this! Ge!" Chenle cries shaking Renjun. Taeyong and Ten enters the clinic. Taeyong runs toward his younger brother. "Hey Injun ah. It's Yongie hyung. Can you hear me? Please don't do this again" He cries hugging the smaller male.
Mark, Jeno and Jisung arrive to the clinic witnessing the Council members crying. Jeno approaches Jaemin, Mark walk towards Haechan and Jisung hugs Chenle. "What's happening Jaem?" Jeno questions. "I don't know" He whispers as the Council members tries to talk to Renjun.
The dark water swallows Renjun, drowning him. Renjun struggles to keep his head up but the voices kept dragging him down. The water burns his inside. His eyes is threatening to close and he knew it.
Taeyong looks towards Jeno and Jaemin. "Please don't let him crumbles again" He practically beg the two younger males. The Council members walks away from Renjun and let Jeno and Jaemin handle him.
Jeno is the first one to move. He holds Renjun's hand squeezing it looking at his eyes with a distant look. "Hey princess. Come on don't do this. Come back to me, to us" Jeno hides his face into Renjun's shoulder. Jaemin started crying seeing Renjun like this. The light that surrounding the boy is dimming, the sparkle in his eyes isn't there anymore. He hugs the older male burying his face into his neck saying "Please come back. I love you" Jaemin cries.
The Council members walks out of the clinic with the players giving them space. Chenle couldn't stop crying on Jisung's shoulder. Mark tighten his hold on Haechan, crying against his chest. "Ten. I'm scared" Taeyong said as he slides down the wall gripping his hair. Ten crouch down patting the older's shoulder. "Me too but he's going to be fine Tae" Ten smiles but tears are starting to stream down his face. Taeyong hug the younger.
Jeno hugs the older tighter "Renjun ah I love you. Please don't do this. I need you. Jaemin needs you. We need you" Jeno isn't the one who cries but at this moment his crying.
At first it is faint but Renjun surely heard it. Voices he hears but not the voices he always hears at the back of his mind. It's black but he saw a small light. Renjun tries to swim towards the light, trying to grab the light. Jeno and Jaemin whispers beautiful things to Renjun but mostly confessing their undying love for him.
Renjun continue to swim into the surface when he heard two different voices. He's nearing the surface but the voices kept dragging him down until two arms pull him up hugging him so tighten like their lives depends on him.
Renjun snap out of his thoughts and felt something wet on his shoulder and chest. He turn to his right and saw Jaemin crying on his shoulder then look down to see Jeno crying on his chest calling his name. Renjun wraps his arms on them. "Hey I'm okay" He smiles. The both boys lift their faces from Renjun's shoulder and chest. They saw Renjun smiling at them and made them cry harder. The two boys just tighten their hold on him afraid to let go.
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