Is it really the end? - TinCan Story (MeanPlan)

III.

Am I dreaming? Am I really seeing him? Is he real?

I gulped as our eyes met. I can hear the loud thud in my heart. I can feel my hands sweating. My lips are trembling. And it almost felt like I'm in seventh heaven when he smiled at me. Showing that perfect set of white teeth. As his eyes form crescents that makes you think that he can't see anything.

He smiled at me. Smiled.

Wait. Smiled? At me? Impossible!

"Hi babe!" He said cheerfully while waving.

Babe? Me? Oh God...

He closed the car door and walked towards me. I smiled and was about to wave back when his smile faltered, his eyes turned cold and said, "Excuse me... But you're blocking my way"

And that's when realization hits me. He's not here for me. He's not here to fetch me. I'm not the one whom he smiled at. I'm not the one he called Babe...

"I-I'm s-sorry, I-"

"Will you please move?" He cut me off.

I was shocked but nonetheless move. I feel so ashamed.

"Yes yes. I'm sorry again" I said as I move to my left.

He walk passed me. He didn't even spare a glance.

What do I expect? Right? C'mon Ai Can, don't fool yourself more and just fucking move your feet and leave.

But it seems like my body was frozen and my legs couldn't move a bit. And my eyes just followed him as he kissed the woman's cheek.

As I stared on her, I can't help but to feel small. She's so pretty. No. Scratch that. She's so gorgeous. Everything about her screams sophistication and elegance. From the way she smile, the way she carry herself, the way she dress, that If I stood next to her I'll look like a peasant.

I sighed as I move my eyes back to Tin and caught him staring at me. With no emotions in his eyes.

Oh how I want to hug him. Feel his arms around me again. Kiss him. Tell him how sorry I was. Tell him how I feel. But I guess I'm too late now.

Ai Tin...