Accept Us

Chapter 15

"Jade, hello jade!"

I snapped out of my thoughts as I got a pinch on the arm from Robbie, "What puppet boy" i snarled at him, "you were daydreaming, AGAIN!" He said, my god, what has Tori done to me?

I quickly got up from the grass we were sitting on as becks mum called me, ugh I knowits bad but I just wanted to forget about him, I answered;

"hello Linda?"

"hi jade could you and tori tell the gang beck-"

"yes, yes we will, please text me once the funeral is booked, I, WE will help in any way we can"

"ok thank you jade, b bye"

" b bye Linda!"

shit. I looked over at Tori, her chestnut brown locks flowing into the wind as she was trying to climb a tree, "Guys me and Tori need a minute could you go over there a sec please?" I stammered walking over, no questions were asked, they knew it was important because I said it politely,

"Tor"

"Ye"

"I got a call from becks mum, she wants us to tell the guys about-about" I sobbed and Tori came down from the branch she was sitting on, "Ok ill tell them Jade, you just sit here and-"

"NO, I I mean no, ill tell then too"

we walked hand in hand over to the group, I sat on the grass patch I covered with my jacket and Tori sat on my lap; "uh guys we need to tell you why beck didn't come in yesterday..."

"well..." Andre implied

"He's-he's-"

"calling you right know?" Cat said giving me my phone, Tori gasped and I quickly answered

"HES ALIVE!!! COME TO THE HOSPITAL RIGHT NOW!!" I heard becks mum yell down the phone, "EVERYONE GET IN MY CAR NOW!" I screamed, they scuttered off into the car confused, tori jumped in the front with me while Cat sat in between Andre and Robbie, the drive there was silent, apart from the scratching of my nails on my wrist, I guess its a stress reliever, I started doing it when Tori stopped me cutting, I did at first to see if she cared but now it calms me down, the worst it can get is the breath taking stinging and a scab.

Once at the Hospital we exited the car and headed over to the desk, "hi Becks mother Linda sent me here with our friends to see him," I said and she gave me a key card as his room was isolated, F4R13 it said, "Jadeyyyy, what does F4R13 mean?" Cat asked in her stupid baby voice, "Floor 4 Room 13 Kitty cat" I said as we got into the elevator.

I practically ran down the hall way to Becks room and the others behind,

We entered the room, I saw beck hooked up to a life support machine and his mum sitting in the chair next to him, "Jade! Tori! He's alive look!" She said coming and hugging us all, I took Cat, Robbie and Andre outside and explained what happened, As They all went in I grabbed Tori and pulled her all the way back it of the hospital,

"Jade what the fuck are we doing our here?!"

"You said he was dead."

"Jade I'm not a doct-"

"YOU SAID HE WAS DEAD! YOU- YOU FELT HIS PULSE AND SAID HE WAS DEAD"

"IM NOT A FUCKING DOCTOR JADE"

"NO TORI YOUR A FUCKING ASSHOLE! YOU NO HOW MUCH I LOVE HI-"

"Sorry you what?!?"

"No! Tori I- I didn't mean it, I just, I just"

"No jade, I thought we had something, I really did. I thought you were over bulling me, but nope! You don't love me, YOU LOVE FUCKING BECK!"

And with that she left, I didn't know what to do, I just stood there like an idiot. I didn't love him, I didn't. I just was worried about him, I started running until I got to the park I found her in, she was sobbing under a tree, "Tori I'm so sorry, I didn't love him like I love you and I don't now, I was caught up in the moment and I was worried about him, I love you and only you babe" I finished sitting down and cuddling her, she didn't struggle so I guessed she forgave me,

"I know, it's just I was panicking, I'm sorry Jade, can I tell you a secret"

"Sure"

She pulled me so her mouth was by my ear, she pulled my head around and kissed my lips,

"you just pulled a fucking Robbie Tori"

"Well that's how much I love you"

She blushed

"I love you tori more than anything, now, let's get back to the others" we stood up and brushed off the dirt then walked hand in hand back into the hospital.