ฯ.. fine ass ig niggas + my random rants

update: a bitch is TAKEN... kinda

BITCHHHHH YALL WILL NEVER FUCKING BELIEVE THIS!!!!

a bitch a lowkey in a relationship and i'm kinda fucking dying right now 😭😭

and no, this boy is NOT the one from my school that i had that petty ass crush on.

my mans now is someone i've known since 8th grade (i'm a sophomore now) and it's kinda complicated so bare with me.

before i begin, we're gonna give my babes a code name.... let's call him tim??? lmao tim it is...

so in 8th grade, tim had the B I G G E S T fucking crush on me he tried to shoot his shot so many time bitch it was ridiculous.

but, me being the innocent, scared and lonely bitch i was i never gave him a chance and i NEVER admitted to liking him (i liked him on and off back then)

so at the end of 8th grade he finally came to the conclusion that i would never give him a chance so he moved on and started going out with this girl we'll call amanda.

i didn't blame him for finally moving on though (even though he told me that he still liked me while going out with her and even called her my name by accident on time 😭😭😭)

because i was in denial and didn't want to admit the on and off feelings i had for him.

so after 8th grade i didn't end up going to that school anymore because i moved.

tim and amanda went out until the middle of 9th grade i believe and tim and i hadn't seen each other for a year and didn't talk to each other unless our friends made group chats.

so finally this year last month me, tim and 3 of our other friends decided to link and go to the mall and that's when tim and i's spark began to come back to life (looking ass)

so we've been talking and we facetime for hours everyday now and we aren't official yet but we will be when i decide that i want us to be 😭🤷🏽‍♀️

so that's the tea sis... i'm in an unofficial relationship and i never thought i would be in this situation before AND be this happy.

i love our relationship too. we're really goofy and we joan on each other a lot (mostly me though i be getting on his ugly ass 😂😂)

and i knew that i've always liked his personality but now that we're getting to know each other A LOT more his personality is my favorite thing ever he's the cutest y'all 😭😭 and he's so sweet and fucking hilarious with his fine ass. and the best thing is he ain't a hoe (amanda cheated on him multiple times, i even saw her cheating on him but we ain't gone get into that 👀)

i've always wanted me a mans like him but i never thought i would actually be him. god did me good huh y'all?

but overall i'm just glad that we got a chance to potentially be together in a way. i'm lowkey glad i didn't give him a chance in 8th grade because we probably wouldn't be where we are today 🥰

i hope y'all enjoyed my lil love story or whatever lol hopefully y'all understood it. if y'all have any questions or comments let them bitches FLY i want to be more interactive with you guys!!!

and i'm seeing him this weekend soo i'm excited 🥳☺️