Maybe I should just suck it up.
I wonder.....if I died would the pain go away or would I just live eternally going through all the pain I've been through.
Why can't y'all at least try to understand where I'm coming from with this. Y'all didn't think about how I feel. But it's ok because I know y'all getting tired of me. I'm getting tired of me too. It's probably just my fault all around. If I didn't feel the way I felt none of this would've happened. Right? Is it my fucking fault?
I told y'all how I felt about it. I told y'all I felt as if y'all were going against me. But nothing changed. Of course y'all wouldn't change anything for me. I'm just a person y'all tolerate right?
Well if it's gonna be like that.......
