Honestly I don't even know where to start🤦🏽♀️. Dashaye you are so fake and manipulative. I don't know if I expected more or less of you (as a person) tbh🤷🏽♀️. You say you didn't lie but I say you did. Everything you did was so fucking shady. Pretending to be my friend while going behind my back bashing my name to my closest friends to make us turn on each other. Yoooo that shit is not Kool at all. For you to say you care about them because y'all were "best friends" makes no sense for you to try to ruin such an incredible relationship and bond I had with them...
So why? Tell me why? Because I been peeped shit but I never say nothing because I'm not the type to try to bash someone's name until the point where the people I'm Kool with don't like them.
You say you have no reason to lie and that you wouldn't throw y'all friendship away for the hell of it yet you and Travisha we're trying to make me seem like I was doing that. Through this whole thing, from the very beginning y'all been tryna put words in my mouth, tryna make it seem like I wanted nothing to do with the closest people to me.
You already showed signs that you're fake everytime you talk behind people back but not to their face. You got a mouth on ya as your family says but the mouth only speaks when it's behind people back. Everyone agrees on that. I can say that for certain.
You say you tried to fix it but when did you ever. Every conversation y'all had and tried to have was without me or planned to be without me. We all just feel like you were trying to get them back on your side🤦🏽♀️.
Honestly after I found out I still wasn't trying to bash on your name like you did with my name because I was just so shocked that years of friendship and trust I built up with my lovely friends could've been ruined because of your lies.
I can't believe you would make it seem like I started it or like I was the one who believed Breanna or that you told me about Jaslyn's situation on another occasion (I'll get to that later in this chapter)
Firstly, I never started this situation I wasn't the one who said we would get snatched up first, you did. I've been on that walk too long for me to say some dumb shit like that. Even during the walk I was tryna joke about it like let's catch up to them.
Secondly, I certainly recall you being the one believing Breanna with the shit she said on the bus. I was the one trying to calm you down telling you to listen to music and go to yo color game like I was doing but you were so persistent on saying things like, "I'm supposed to be their best friend and they treat me like this, I do so much shit for them, how they gon say we don't care about them when...yada yada yada" just bullshit. I tried to make you calm but you just kept going. I've been with all these people since middle school days 6 grade until now. I know how things work so why would I believe some shit I know ain't true.
Thirdly, you told me about Jaslyn's situation more than once precisely two times. The first time when you explained how you couldn't get a physical and the second time during that day the situation started. You were just going off about it. Saying, "how could she treat you/do you like that when yo.....(not finna say everything because I'm not gonna expose her business) helped...... And all that stuff" and how you helped with this and that and how she been staying at yo house eating y'all food and stuff. Honestly after that I was just confounded. I just didn't see how you say you care about them but then talk about what happened out of anger when you know damn well it wasn't nun of y'all fault.
And since you wanna say how can they do you like that when you do this and that then honestly I can say the same for you. How can you treat/and try to make my friends look badly of me when I literally helped y'all stay where y'all live. If it wasn't for me y'all never would've found y'all rent money and with the late fees piling up it would've been too late if y'all found it after we were about to give up looking for it.
Oh yeah and the whole thing about me calling you a hoe. I showed them the conversation and nothing in that convo that was said implied to you being a hoe. So don't tell me I was trying to be a bad friend to you by not defending you. There was nothing to defend. And I feel like you did that just to have a reason not to talk to me because they weren't talking to me.
The day of the talk I had with them is when you finally came around to talk to me after days, weeks of me texting you about the talent show. I don't know what you thought was going to happen in that talk but it was obviously enough to talk to me like everything was normal even after the fact you went behind my back saying I called you a hoe and saying how you wasn't my friend.. and in a truth and honesty you shouldn't be worrying about me thinking you a hoe you can get at everybody else about that because I honestly don't care. And that's all I gotta say about that.
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Way before all of this I started to notice how y'all would go places without me and hang out without me and make memories without me but did I go around being bitter. Hell nahh. Did I feel a lil tad bit hurt. Hell yahh. But I'm not the type to force anything that's not meant to be so I stayed distant.
I started to notice and peep a lot of things. Especially how some shit you say always have to deal with my relationships with other people🙄 such as the band, Phyllis and Jaslyn or people in general. Phyllis and Jaslyn would come to me sometimes with things you say that just make it seem like you're jealous of a bond me and them have. And I tend to believe this because you was going behind my back telling them lies about shit I never said or did knowing damn well you were lying to make it a justification that y'all "bond got stronger" because of the situation and that's where I felt like you were really saying that we weren't friends.
Honestly I tried to make sure you was okay so many times so don't start with that what you do for people because for me you have no right.
Oh and I find it extremely puzzling that you care for them but then you go to Jaslyn to talk about Phyllis not checking up on her when they been in it for the long run and they know how each other work. Or even talking to me about Jaslyn's situation in pure anger like she had control over it.
You're the type to blurt people business when you mad and nobody likes that.
Even after all the shit I learn about you I'm not finna go around spreading what was said because that's not my character.
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You might as well just come out and tell the truth because the truth will set you free. Nothing will change but at least give them the closure they need to get over this shit🤦🏽♀️.
Oh and all that talking you did about how you gon "knock my nose ring out" or fight me of the sorts just stop because you not gon touch me 🤣✌🏽
Honestly I don't know if this is all of it but it's 6:02 in the morning and I don't feel like typing no more i just got down everything I could think about at the moment 🤷🏽♀️🙄🤦🏽♀️
